CONSTELLATIONS

Aye Aye Locked in my head it was scary Trust I'll go crazy, insane if you dare me I still can't breathe I been feelin the aerie Love will be war so this gun Imma marry My head is always on trial Debating whether I should number your dial Will it matter if we die the next aisle If you want, then I could stay for a while Look at my mind, it's a pile of junk I'd be the same if my heart lost a chunk Realized a while back life getting shrunk Life always trips me as if I was drunk Look at my mind, it's a pile of junk I'd be the same if my heart lost a chunk Realized a while back life gettin shrunk Life always trips me as if I was drunk Sometimes I sit here and wonder why life can go faster than thunder I'm small like an ant Talkin to Trey bout how missing the past can be makin me dumber Cuz I'm in a slumber The people a number It's something or other Don't fight one another Or look for a lover Stop lying and hiding in cover They told me not to but, your highness, I'm stubborn Wishful for what? You not gon get nothing from it Not part of a group, I'm a puppet Do what you want But don't you dare come back and blame me for when you get called out for ruckus Wishful for what? You not gon get nothing from it Not part of a group, I'm a puppet Do what you want But don't you dare come back and blame me for when you get called out for ruckus I can hear you cry Every night Just close your eyes Fall into sleep Have your dreams Next to me It's cold outside Right in my arms Free from harm All is done The hardest part is over now Run Run to me I'll be here When you go Wish me luck You don't know what it feels like to battle these demons That haunt you when you're all alone Trust, I can handle myself But sometimes it feel like I'm better off on my own My own self, beats me to death But I'm just here acting like nothing is wrong Should swallow my pride Or reach for a line I'm killing myself with no feelings involved Cuz going to war with yourself isn't worth it I know that I'm caught up in tryna be perfect I feed myself lies, it's your turn, Serve The Servants I act like I'm stunting, in real life I'm hurting I add my own weight to this heavy ass burden I'm falling apart, the world itself is burning And then the whole time I act like I deserve it I know so much better, but nothing is working I'm trying to heal my own wounds But sometimes the hell is the one that you choose Keep it together, I never could lose Loneliness never felt by only fools The voices keep having these conversations I resent poison, but wanna taste it Look how much time is gone, and wasted All of my flaws they taunt with faces Look out upon the constellations Look at the stars and all the places That I could go if I didn't have all these relations With my inner devil, I know that he's faceless I know that I'm better than my limitations I set for myself I'm ready to break em I know this my chance, and nobody can take it I know this my chance, and nobody can take it