Schizophrenia

Almighty father Hear my prayers I need you to respond Your faithful servant I'm talking to you I am against the wall A spider is crawling on me I feel its deadly sting Why am I still alive? Why do I see these things they aren't real? In abnormality I'm normal again I'm broken down I'm beyond repair There's not much medication in the world to put my mind in shape My brain is fried Yet I still can see This motherfucking sickness takes a toll on me For so long Fucked it all Built a wall Can I ever feel sane again? For one time Nothing crawls Like a snake upon my skin that enters my mouth and exits when I'm dead and gone Almighty father I still pray although I know you don't exist I need a hand down here To battle these feelings that I cannot resist Annihilation around me Rehabilitate to escape from what is me I am a danger to me I know I don't want to hurt anyone else around me In abnormality I'm normal again I'm broken down I'm beyond repair There's not much medication in the world to put my mind in shape My brain is fried Yet I still can see This motherfucking sickness takes a toll on me For so long Fucked it all Built a wall Can I ever feel sane again? For one time Nothing crawls Like a snake upon my skin that enters my mouth and exits when I'm dead and gone I got these mood swings They eat me alive I got these feelings They're killing at sight I got depression And I don't know why Beg for salvation Can you save my mind? I got these mood swings They eat me alive I got these feelings They're killing at sight I got depression And I don't know why Beg for someone to save my mind Forgive me father I need you, I have sinned I felt this anger I got blood on my hands, but whose is this? I don't remember The agony and pain that I have caused I can't remember The last breath of the person I showed no remorse In abnormality I'm normal again I'm broken down I'm beyond repair There's not much medication in the world to put my mind in shape My brain is fried Yet I still can see This motherfucking sickness takes a toll on me For so long Fucked it all Built a wall Can I ever feel sane again? For one time Nothing crawls Like a snake upon my skin that enters my mouth and exits when I'm dead and gone