Blame

I played the game I lost myself I only have myself to blame I spun the roulette and in a matter of seconds I threw my life away So if I wanna overdose on drugs please let me Cause I don't hurt nobody but myself Yeah Please let me Please let me Cause I don't hurt nobody but myself Yeah Please let me Please let me Please let me Damn I remember The times we didn't have shit Used to have to pretend To buy some shit Just so I could play the piano And practice all the keys I hated being home And pretending to be Stupid like Socrates The irony of that Is that I knew the circumstances Never had no money but I knew about finances Fuck society I didn't fit in but I had to take my chances Silently I went to therapy To understand the absence Same classic story of a kid without a father Except mine is more tragic and graphic Cause I am the author I played the game I lost myself I only have myself to blame I spun the roulette and in a matter of seconds I threw my life away So if I wanna overdose on drugs please let me Cause I don't hurt nobody but myself Yeah Please let me Please let me Cause I don't hurt nobody but myself Yeah Please let me Please let me Please let me If I wanna commit suicide Please let me If I wanna slit my fucking wrists Please let me If I wanna overdose on drugs Please let me If I wanna crash that muthafucking car Let me If I wanna jump up off the bridge Please let me If I wanna swim away with Mac Please let me If I wanna kill my fucking self Please let me Cause' I don't give a fuck about myself Yeah Cause' I don't give a fuck about myself I remember the time I was Locked up in a mental institution That's the only time I felt safe