Derecho

I shouldn't have survived I've been deprived Of senses Perception (Never should have come here) Shaken, wounded, torn, never to be restored Oh lord, I'm numb, succumb to fear (Time to disappear) Severe, no chance Cranial expanse I've lost my chance Lightning burns onto me a crown Adorned by trauma, my funeral gown A foggy haze obscures my sight The sky grows darker but it's not night Winds of change can blow you down Once on this path there's no turning around A foggy haze obscures my sight The sky grows darker but its not night I shouldn't have survived I've been deprived Of senses Perception (Never should have come here) Shaken, wounded, torn, never to be restored Oh lord, I'm numb, succumb to fear (Time to disappear) Severe, no chance Cranial expanse I've lost my chance Lightning burns onto me a crown Adorned by trauma, my funeral gown A foggy haze obscures my sight The sky grows darker but it's not night Winds of change can blow you down Once on this path there's no turning around A foggy haze obscures my sight The sky grows darker but its not night No, no, no No No No Terrorized, weaponized By the horror we made You and I Now have designed our own ruin What a bastard, what a fool You made me your tool for destruction God what have I done This anguish must be my production It's better off dead All that I worked for gone Always going to end Lightning has struck me down Now the fire shall spread Wash it over me Pyres over my head Drown me in suffering Compromised Euthanized by the pain I've caused I alone Now must abide my own ruin It's better off dead All that I worked for gone Always going to end Lightning has struck me down Now the fire shall spread Wash it over me Pyres over my head Drown me in suffering Get me off this ride This surely can't go on I gotta get outta here Take anything you want Get me off this ride This surely can't go on I gotta get outta here Take anything you want Get me off this ride This surely can't go on I gotta get outta here Take anything you want Anything you say Anything, anything, you'll regret this later Anything you say Anything, anything (Take it) Anything just let me go Anything just let me go What a feeling Nothing ails me nor Nothing lights up my eyes Darkness envelops me Comforts my soul I'm not wanting I'm not feeling yet I yearn for you by my side Why even suffer this Why be Alive without you Alive with without What a feeling Nothing ails me nor Nothing lights up my eyes Darkness envelops me Comforts my soul I'm not wanting I'm not feeling yet I yearn to somehow Survive without you Be alive without you Drowning Deep in the downpour From squall to hailstorm Swimming to seashore Near washed up wreckage Who's splinters I bore Swimming to safety The storm now evades me I float on the waters I could not control Mastering my own thunder Feeding my own hunger Finding the strength to bear this burden Only I can hold Soaring Ride the lightning Straight to my core Swimming to safety The storm now evades me I float on the waters I could not control Mastering my own thunder Feeding my own hunger Finding the strength to bear this burden Only I can hold Soaring Ride the lightning Straight to my core Now a shimmer A ray of gold Falls near me A glow ever warming Making light of my surroundings Now sunlight The shadow's charge receding The grey and blue in the sky Now bleeding Bleeding Not every cloud has a silver lining The darker sides sometimes More defining The storm rages on Now one with me I control the winds Once eroding My burned crown now glistening For of my pain, I am now King