So Sick (Rap Cut)

I figured I get something that's on that Texas shit you know You know something that you can ride too Yeah look I'm so sick about the way that I done treated you I know I broke your heart damn near depleted you I use to be the nigga that completed you Now I lost your heart forever and he pleasing you And I can't be mad no I can't be mad babe Like a dummy I cut off my right hand baby Shit is crazy when I think about the things I said Wish I could go back to the past and change the things I did Cause you deserve way better than a nigga like me Yes, you deserve to have the man that I'm becoming to be See I'm not proud of the TOMMY that I gave you If it's real ima let you go to save you What's the point of having faith if I'm not faithful I wanna make the change to give you love that's stable I wanna let you know that baby I'm so grateful Give me time to metamorph into your angel I know your so sick of love songs So tired of tears So done with wishing, wishing I could be right there I know The way I loved you girl I know it ain't fair But I won't Hold you down when I know you need air, oh no Now the truth is... I know that you ain't coming back But I'm a keep working on me I'm never going back If this is how it's gotta be then I'm so grateful All the love you gave to me can I say thank you You might forgive me but I know that you will never forget Them 2yrs I spent with you girl I will never regret I pray that deep down eventually you find your peace And maybe one day when you're ready we can talk with peace But until then Ima pray for healing Praying harder for the nigga that you deal with Cause real shit I just wanna see you shine baby Even if I never get you back in time baby Don't be so sick of love songs Girl wipe your tears I'm only wishing, wishing you can break your fears Cause I know I won't be the one to cause you tears Yes I know There's a better man standing right here Aww yeah Yeah This is real shit man Even if I never get you back That don't mean that I can't become a better man regardless And if I do get you back I promise to treat you better than anyone ever has before treated you before Including that nigga that came after me Fuck that nigga Hahahaha yeah It ain't fair to you baby So tired of my shit So tired of dealing with it I know you know this