VISIONS (feat. KozzyBD)

"Bless Up" Sitting in my bedroom dreaming dreams and sewing seems Forget about the world, give my thoughts some of my headroom My peers got their lives together Checks on the dior and genuine leather Is it wrong that I want it to? Cause I can barely afford a pair of shoes Scared to fall asleep at night Here I go and turn the page Cells came with bars and chains handled the money, can't handle the change Did they ever want the real man? Personas are the ways to sell a record I would rather be real to all of you Then give you bullshit to absorb I had a dream the other night Going for a walk, people seeing me in the street Telling me they love me, happy to talk to me Reminded every day of my mistakes I just wanted to be part of the crowd Yet there's only one question that remains Why didn't I give myself the chance? Raving Visions, Raving Visions, I'm having Raving Visions Of all I shoulda been, and everything I coulda been But these chains can't hold me, and the shadows can't hide me Visions of a better man, visions of being me Raving Visions, Raving Visions, I'm having Raving Visions Of all I shoulda been, and everything I coulda been But these chains can't hold me, and the shadows can't hide me Visions of a better man, visions of being me Look at my soul Devils taken hold Look in my eyes You see a broken home Fragments of kid, that had nowhere to go Everyone try's, hopelessly ready to fold Them fakes they despise Costs come at a price Feel the pain they lied Drips of blood from the edge of a knife Fucked how hard I tried I'm a monster I'm a monster, not a spy Call me, Mr Frankenstein I'm a demi, not a device Don't fear, what you cant find Drop blood I'm attracted Fuck Fragments Actin up Developed from All the drugs Neglected love, no cap To broken to accept the hard facts Your parents were fuck in the head Left you for dead Not a book, can't be read More like a loose end With a mental plan, As the chains land Breaks free, become your own man Missing piece found it in me Once a maverick becoming a beast I'm KozzyBD ain't that the dream Fuck it I'm setting you free Roll the dice as my demon's drive No correction it is my time My life as it plays out live Past the point of trying to survive Ill be proud if, my hill is where, i die Raving Visions, Raving Visions, I'm having Raving Visions Of all I shoulda been, and everything I coulda been But these chains can't hold me, and the shadows can't hide me Visions of a better man, visions of being me Raving Visions, Raving Visions, I'm having Raving Visions Of all I shoulda been, and everything I coulda been But these chains can't hold me, and the shadows can't hide me Visions of a better man, visions of being me