Window

Looking out the window... Can’t go back to sleep. I’ve already Had like two cups of coffee. See the lady Walking her Frenchie. Don’t they look so happy? The crossing guard gets the kids there safe. How is everyone so damn awake? Didn’t I just sleep off all my mistakes? Here I stand in the natural light, Hear the ambulance roll by. There’s always someone having and worse day than I. Lookin’ out the window Lookin’ out the window Lookin’ out the window Lookin’ out the window Can’t go back in time. To be more ready. Seasons changing without me. See the yellow leaves Letting go gracefully Feelin’ the breeze flow through the screen. Suddenly there’s a change in tide. I realize I can’t break down my stride. I gotta pull myself out from here on the inside. But it’s getting cold outside. Raindrops from my soul I cry, Looking at the world out the window. Lookin’ out the window. Lookin’ out the window. Lookin’ out the window. Lookin’ out the window. I’m asking myself the hardest questions. Swearing up and down I’m not lying not to numb the truth. But whatever alarm is gonna wake me up? Cause I’ve been sleeping inside the sweetness of my youth. And I can’t see a thing looking into a fake screen. Never really knowing the full periphery. Cause it was just a reflection of me; a projection of me. The sweetness of my youth. The sweetness of my youth. The sweetness of my youth.