Look At Me

Man I had to rip up a trap beat one time Show y'all what you're working with Thou shall have no other gods before me Don't want to live without reason Tell me what's worse a sinner or heathen? Went against the grain that's innocent treason Now I try to pray 'cause that kid is still screaming Critical treatment It's what I'm needing Feeling like my whole life is a pretense Want to know what's on my mind? You can reach in Pull out all my fears, just tell me when the dream ends I want to be free All these demons coming at me Pulling these chains to the point I can't breathe Whipping my soul while I'm under my sheets I suffer nightly, I'd love to find peace Can I shut my eyes please? There's nothing I see Hoping there's a God that'll come and find me 'Fore a cop does in a bloody white tee I'm dying Scream I just want to tell you what I'm feeling With no outlet for these lyrics I'd be hanging from the ceiling You think about what you go through, and you hold it all inside Without a person to go to, would surely lose my mind Why I'm string out on this music For me is why I do it I know I'm sounding different, so quit glaring at me stupid This art is therapuedic Don't really care how you view I just want to show a part of me Relatable to anybody thinking that they useless Prove it So you making that cash? Look at me preaching Look at me preaching So you getting that ass? Look at me preaching Look at me preaching Now you're the demon haunting from her past No redeeming Yeah, yeah look at me preaching Look at me preaching Yeah look at me preaching Yeah, look a time preaching You give me all the reason Yeah yeah look at me preaching Yeah yeah look at me preaching All my heart in the craft All of your heart in the cash Knew the right people watch you blow up Pick grenade shards out my back I'm in it for the culture, you living for exposure Hope you go far with your fans, Nah fuck that I won't listen to your music and approve the same garbage again I'm not gonna listen to your channel, give you comments, and then like your page Only people with no talent will demand attention like their girlfriend's life's at steak Of course there's a price to pay But that don't mean sell out, do it? No Some realize their shame And look at their self now through it Many just come for the fame I think the industry's the one to blame No single part of me wants to be changed You ain't hip hop, everyone of you the same So I just try to own my thing Get slept on, it's a cold game Just want a track for them clubs, turn up Demeaning girls with no shame, shut up Can't help to feel a bit down They don't want to hear what I'm tryna spit now Just want sex and a way to get loud Time for a change, and I'm thinking it's now, wow This what you believe in, then call yourself a heathen 'cause Eminem is not the only rap god But you turn away like hell's demons Look at me preaching So you making that cash? Look at me preaching Look at me preaching So you getting that ass? Look at me preaching Look at me preaching Now you're the demon haunting from her past No redeeming Yeah, yeah look at me preaching Look at me preaching Yeah look at me preaching Yeah, look a time preaching You give me all the reason Yeah yeah look at me preaching Yeah yeah look at me preaching If I was god I'd approach the globe with Why is man so homophobic? Why is rap so homophobic? Shut up pussy eat a Toblerone stick Wait, kind of confused Last time I checked I was given these tools Now I get checked every time I make moves 'Cause I don't dress like the way that you do? Since when is rap just about image It's about us, it's about living It's about skill, it's about winning It's about drive, not about women Not about drugs, not about gimmicks Not about wealth, it's about vision It's about change, it's about truth Don't conform to what they show you on the news Now we got a bunch of imitators in the booth Feeling like I don't know wha the hell I'm gonna do So at night I write another song and it ain't getting no exposure While these idiots are getting all the views, shoot And the for record I'm straight I just like to be dressing this way No problems ain't never been phased So quit glaring like I'm from another race Hear what I say? Fuck a rapper talking 'bout a bitch Fuck a rapper claiming that he rich Fuck rapper talking 'bout possessions drugs Lay down my religion maybe then you'd fucking listen So I'm saying fuck 'Cause I fucking hate it All my christians look, just save it Look at my life, don't judge embrace it I'm just saying, and I said it I'm out here being authentic Why should I filter my music? Like I'm apart from being human, that's stupid Look, you're only coldhearted 'til that sleek ice melts And we see what you've been hiding like a flea bite welt All I see's a bunch of wannabes that need my help Word of advice, I ain't afraid to be myself So you making that cash? Look at me preaching Look at me preaching So you getting that ass? Look at me preaching Look at me preaching Now you're the demon haunting from her past No redeeming Yeah, yeah look at me preaching Look at me preaching Yeah look at me preaching Yeah, look a time preaching You give me all the reason Yeah look at me preaching Now, tell me who do you believe in?