Revelation

Is this the end I know they ready for me I know they want me to hurt So I can release steadily Is this the end The curtains is setting for me Hope these ain't my final words 'For they get to getting at me I gave you my heart I tore yours apart My problems is getting to me The hardest of parts I ran out of options to point so it's heading to me I couldn't fathom the thought Of ruining everything I guess that's how my ego talk When I get right ahead of me I told you ev-er-y-thing You told me never to leave Told me if I broke your heart, you'd never forgive and I let you believe Not that I thought I was dipping But I knew inevitably That something disruptive would come And shake up inte-gri-ty Feel like I'm repeating myself As if I said this to someone else Lemon ain't in the new picture So the only one left is yourself I'm sorry for lies and the tweaking To act like she wasn't anything I put me up a defense And it took a while til it sinked in I never told you the rest That during summer sadness deep in When you were away I'm depressed So low to the point that I chea- Goddamn I'm selfish This therapy shit feels like defense If I open up for my health No closure for you in this sequence You was here at the beginning Promised you'd stay til' the ending You lis-ten-ing to my album about you and it pained you to hear how I'm feeling Caught up in ev-er-y-thing that he did and I realized the reason I'm still here The reason that I can't move on and the hurt still stuck on cuz I never admitted I cheated