Until Winter / IDK

Let's take a break until winter We can get back up in January Moving too quick I'm a sinner Not the same man you were hating I miss the hand that you gave me I miss the cards I was dealt Freezing my way through the winter I'm all alone waiting for January Let's take a break until winter We can get back up in January Moving too quick I'm a sinner Not the same man you were hating I miss the hand that you gave me I miss the cards I was dealt Freezing my way through the winter I'm all alone waiting for January I don't want to overstep Kick it back if you can I got a problem with problems getting up out of my hand You alienate me, and then I start to hate you Want to restart and we already on take two Me and you loves a war and you been bringing the guns Nicotine take the pain but still steady stinging my lungs And when I exhale if feel like you been taking it in My heart filled with nails it feels like you been banging them in Let's take a break until winter We can get back up in January Moving too quick I'm a sinner Not the same man you were hating I miss the hand that you gave me I miss the cards I was dealt Freezing my way through the winter I'm all alone waiting for January I live in a garden of roses It looks nice 'til the thorns stab and I'm solo When they freeze off and die out I'll move on still so slow You think that you help me you don't know you don't know New year I'll freeze up I'm stuck still no photo They say it's a heavenly winter time Air so cold it's bitter ice Rethink what you said to me different lines You at a low but you getting high Think you'll escape when the heat'll rise No-one escaping right after they frozen Stuck 'til you thaw in the winter time Let's take a break until winter We can get back up in January Moving too quick I'm a sinner Not the same man you were hating I miss the hand that you gave me I miss the cards I was dealt Freezing my way through the winter I'm all alone waiting for January I don't know I don't know if I I'm right or wrong I don't know I don't know why I run I don't know I don't know what I'm running from I don't know I don't know why you left me, I don't know why you gone Didn't know you resent me until after you lost, And I'm crossed All alone, with my thoughts I'm a fraud all along Maybe your views have been flawed Make it better for me, make it better for me I swear Try to make December nights Feel like summer time Out here I've been hanging lights, finding peace of mind I know that it's been some time, but I feel alright I know that the broken nights, help me build my life I don't know I don't know if I I'm right or wrong I don't know I don't know why I run I don't know I don't know what I'm running from I don't know I don't know why you left me, I don't know why you gone I don't know I don't know if I I'm right or wrong I don't know I don't know why I run I don't know I don't know what I'm running from I don't know I don't know why you left me, I don't know why you gone