VOCARE AD REGNUM

I woke up today and I don't wanna pick sides I'd put pride on the line cause I'm crazy about mine Love is worth more to me then my so-called life I found that love once, I ain't never gonna find it twice I would rather be alive, then suffer from the inside Please open the door, cause I'm on the outside I don't wanna let go of the love of my life Let's go for a ride, this my call to fight In hell with a smile, it wasn't how it was supposed to be Found love in the songs, sadness in desk job I chose to be Make another song, that's my kind of therapy Demons got an arsenal, with some brand-new weaponry They think they got it big because they got the biggest stick But what they don't know is it matters more who's swinging it That matters more to me than an army base of steel Mammon heard my plan, now he wanna cut me a deal Tell me how you feel, tell me how you truly feel You gonna keep pretending that the love you have is real Of course, the love is real, but you don't wanna hear that You just wanna hear me say that I lost everything I ever had The eeriness of my silence, the depression hurts sometimes But not this time I still got feelings to harmonize The chasm in my heart, I'm filling it up with toxins A sudden burst of happiness, just cuts down my options Went to another world, they said they wouldn't hurt Wake up from the ecstasy, welcome back to earth I don't wanna survive, I just wanna live Put the poison down, I don't wanna die I woke up today and I don't wanna pick sides I'd put pride on the line cause I'm crazy about mine Love is worth more to me then my so-called life I found that love once, I ain't never gonna find it twice I would rather be alive, then suffer from the inside Please open the door, cause I'm on the outside I don't wanna let go of the love of my life Let's go for a ride cause this my call to fight Money Money Money, wake up go do your job I try and try for one, but I still got nothing I want Even if this album flop, I'm still gonna try again Cause I got plenty more and ain't done with this yet 25 dollars to my name, and still working hard I wake up and feel the pain, of my day within my heart Progress Progress, no more time for nonsense Getting through the bullshit has always been a process Step by step, I'll find a resolution for my situation How did I get here, not the time for that conversation? Mammon back here again, "I'm here and I ain't playin" "Why are you still around, I'm getting tired of waiting" Because I chose to live, how many days are gonna be here Before you realize that I'm never going with you Cause I got to fight, I have too much in my life I care about too much, cause that's how I live my life I woke up today and I don't wanna pick sides I'd put pride on the line cause I'm crazy about mine Love is worth more to me then my so-called life I found that love once, I ain't never gonna find it twice I would rather be alive, then suffer from the inside Please open the door, cause I'm on the outside I don't wanna let go of the love of my life Let's go for a ride cause this my call to fight