4Zooda

I'm trying to get paid today smoking this pain away And I look at my momma and see her crying and suffering This how I'm living I can't do no bluffing I think about lil zay I'm just sipping and puffing So I'm ready to ride slide Load up the choppa just get the the bussin' Never know who is real can't do trusting Never know who is real can't do trusting I'm trying to get paid today smoking this pain away And I look at my momma and see her crying and suffering This how I'm living I can't do no bluffing I think about lil zay I'm just sipping and puffing So I'm ready to ride slide load up the choppa just get the the bussin' Never know who is real can't do trusting Never know who is real can't do trusting If you look in my face see the pain in my eye don't say you my brovah if you anit going Ride I know that they capping I'm tired of lies when I figure out yeah somebody going die Just trying make it out and put a smile on my movah Treat my niece like she mine cuz her father my brother Just trying to do right but my head in the gutter So if I died by the night tell lil trin that I love her Don't say it get better don't know how I'm feeling Heart Is so cold I might turn to a villain And the only thing on my mind is double back and start killing But Ik that I can't that's just how I'm feeling Yeah I talk to my self I anit sharing no feelings Smoking on gas only thing with the healing Junkies be flocking they stand by the building I need me some money the reason I'm dealing Ma need help with the bills so I gotta make it shake Stop walking in the grass to cut of the snakes Watch when they talk cuz these niggas jakes These niggas don't care try to eat if you plate I'm thinking bout zay that shit fuck with my mental That thing on my hip they don't know what I been through If you speak on lil zay then them bullets going hit you Your family going miss you I'm trying to get paid today smoking this pain away And I look at my momma and see her crying and suffering This how I'm living I can't do no bluffing I think about lil zay I'm just sipping and puffing So I'm ready to ride slide Load up the choppa just get the the bussin' Never know who is real can't do trusting Never know who is real can't do trusting I'm trying to get paid today smoking this pain away And I look at my momma and see her crying and suffering This how I'm living I can't do no bluffing I think about lil zay I'm just sipping and puffing So I'm ready to ride slide load up the choppa just get the the bussin' Never know who is real can't do trusting Never know who is real can't do trusting All this weight on my shoulder I hope I don't fall Ima shoot for my brother I swear we going ball If you ride ima ride I live by that law But when I got in the jam had no one to call Trying paint a picture don't know if you can see I dropped out of school so my family could eat But I hatted job so I turned to the streets I started of small just movin the tree I missing my brovah if you didn't know you know I stay with some heat cuz my heart is so cold Stop all the cap you know zay never told Mad cuz you broke couldn't bell on your own Stay to myself and just move by my lonely It's still fuck the world I'm surrounded by phonies Been losing sum time so I got me a Rollie They hate when you up niggas witch even Brodie's Momma is crying anit going lie that shit hurt Broken hearted I prepare for the worst living Hell my life feel like a curse Pain and passion when I'm writing this verse I'm thinking bout zay that shit fuck with my mental That thing on my hip they don't know what I been through If you speak on lil zay then them bullets going hit you Your family going miss you I'm trying to get paid today smoking this pain away And I look at my momma and see her crying and suffering This how I'm living I can't do no bluffing I think about lil zay I'm just sipping and puffing So I'm ready to ride slide Load up the choppa just get the the bussin' Never know who is real can't do trusting Never know who is real can't do trusting