I Ain't Fckin' Playin'

I'll squash any competition that comes my way I'll come at anybody who has somethin' to say I'm tired of all the constant negativity If you wanna play, come on, I ain't fuckin' playin' That's what I'm sayin' I was born with the gift and the curse at the same time Got too much intelligence, I should of been born blind My life's a crime, that's what everybody's tellin' me I'm trapped in isolation, man I wish I were free But that's just a dream, it's impossible to explain How my aspiration can cause me a lot of pain It just sucks how my vision makes me too ambitious They notice somethin's wrong so they look at me suspicious I haven't had a break from this onslaught of hate Try as much as I can but there's so much I can take Even my family be putin' me down, it's absurd Can't trust anybody in this whole damned world How much can they put me down, I'm at my limits I'm prayin' to God, when will he give me forgiveness I just want to be happy, just like everyone else Alas, how can I be happy when I'm stuck in hell Story of my life I'll squash any competition that comes my way I'll come at anybody who has somethin' to say I'm tired of all the constant negativity If you wanna play, come on, I ain't fuckin' playin' That's what I'm sayin' All this doubt and insecurity surrounds my life Makes me wonder if I can do anything right I've always wanted to live without any restrictions Just prove to the world that I don't match their depictions How many times must you do this, I'm gettin' tired of it It's like you're cockblockin' me, I can't handle this shit I'm trynna live my life legit but you don't wanna see me shine All the discrimination, It's like y'all wanna make me blind I've handled pressure the likes of which y'all never seen Changed me, rearranged me to incredible extremes Court took everything away, my sanity, my friends My life, my opportunities, when will this end I'm ready to get it all back by any means necessary Prove to the world that I can take what they throw at me I'm tired of whoever sayin' I'm incapable of anything I'll beat em' in the ring with my impeccable singin' Just watch me I'll squash any competition that comes my way I'll come at anybody who has somethin' to say I'm tired of all the constant negativity If you wanna play, come on, I ain't fuckin' playin' That's what I'm sayin' Next time you get at me Treat me with some god damn respect Just because I'm autistic Does not mean I'm stupid as shit So if you ever wanna, holla at me Or collaborate with me Just remember I'm a human being just like you Just like everybody else So please, stop with the disrespect alright Peace