NO SUN

I've got an addiction it's a fuckin problem All these fuckin problems don't know how to solve em I've got a problem with 2 to 3 pm I start getting mad drunk next day do it again Next morning I'm tired I don't really feel good Cant remember last night as clearly as I should Don't wanna go and make a bad situation worse Don't know if I'll kill myself but I'll get fucked up first I'm so uncomfortable now I'm so uncomfortable now Maybe it's molestation A need for something parental I feel so fucking empty now Shit used to be so sentimental I'm always feeling ashamed Just like a stupid whore Maybe it's cause my parents said I'm to blame Now I just have to drink some more Rich kid rich kid don't fucking touch me My parents won't do shit because yours have money Rich kid rich kid said I'd be in trouble So many years later now I'm buying a bundle Rich kid rich kid you creepy gross fuck Those were my first times being kissed and touched Rich kid rich kid Summer after Summer I will never recover and I will always suffer I'm so uncomfortable now I'm so uncomfortable now I'm going fast I'm going hard I'm being shitty I'm going too far I'm starting early and I'm getting drunk late I'm turning into the people I hate The people I hate I'm sure it's something bad Something I work hard to forget In the darkest memories of your life the main characters won't give a shit It's constant reassurance of terrible facts and just having to live with that I'm sure it's Patrick MacNamara No sleep No sun This life's no fun I'm so sad