Death Dreams

Died in my sleep last night I can't really love, gotta leave last flight And I don't really eat, felt death in my dreams last night It only seems right, it only seems like Been living five weeks in a minute Spent thirty-five days just sitting in the kitchen How can it be that I'm meant to be mentally missing Rent is due this instant, parked my heart and got a ticket Can't start, when will I Finish my ride home Driving with my eyes closed And I don't wanna die slow, I'm way too prideful I'll decide when tide's low And I'll go swimming thirty feet deep Screaming at a world that doesn't need me The second wave's coming, another day of numbing I'm sorry to my lungs, they ain't breathing They ain't breathing Life been glorified, I feel mortified to meet me Fell in love, now I'm horrified just to be me And I'm so sure if I was borderline You'd have no worries on when to get up, fortify, and leave me Pour more, I'm tired, four more and I'm wired Last piece to the puzzle, shakes in my voice go and get me higher And I can't feel my hands turn cold, I'm a mother fucking ice box Mr. Fantastic, I feel fake, I feel plastic just like fox These dogs days, they just eat me up Every day's more blurred, I roll a j and beat me up Cuz I got brain trauma from insane drama You can't take names, no you can't take commas And you can't stay or imma get nauseous Imma call bosses, imma call Boston Now I'm speeding wicked down thirty-five, taking a time lapse of the century Chew me up and spit me out, it's still gon go down how it's meant to be I'm surrounded by friends, but I live with my enemies, dark matter with negative energy My veins knew the blood you were sending me, you stay gooped up on what you pretend to be I'm on my ride home Driving with my eyes closed And I don't wanna die slow, I'm way too prideful I'll decide when the tide's low And I'll go swimming thirty feet deep Screaming at a world that doesn't need me The second wave's coming, another day of numbing I'm sorry to my lungs, they ain't breathing I'm on my ride home Driving with my eyes closed And I don't wanna die slow, I'm way too prideful I'll decide when the tide's low And I'll go swimming thirty feet deep Screaming at a world that doesn't need me The second wave's coming, another day of numbing I'm sorry to my lungs, they ain't breathing I'm on my, I'm on my, I'm on my I'm on my bullshit now, I've never been sober Never knew I'd be working side by side with a casket closer Can't even get into my clothes without falling over I need to speak with the owner, I fiend for weed like a stoner I don't wanna go down, go down this road I don't wanna know how, know how you stole My heart from the cage, got a blade like a bandit So far from my place, I can't stay, I can't stand it Imma go panic, I don't know what a plan is Imma go manic, I don't know how to manage I'm outta amo, I can't deal with the damage All of the healing it cancels, all of feeling it just cancels I don't love myself, I don't trust nobody else to I don't wanna go to hell, but I don't want nobody's help thru it all I don't love myself, I don't trust nobody else to I don't wanna go to hell, but I don't want nobody's help thru it all I don't love myself, I don't trust nobody else to I don't wanna go to hell, but I don't want nobody's help I'm on my ride home Driving with my eyes closed And I don't wanna die slow, I'm way too prideful I'll decide when tide's low And I'll go swimming thirty feet deep Screaming at a world that doesn't need me The second wave's coming, another day of numbing I'm sorry to my lungs, they ain't breathing They ain't breathing