Love Hotel (feat. Rachel Claue)

I think I Think I need you I I think I I think I need you I've been trying to leave you You been trying to leave See I was born in an orphanage where the people around me All they wanted to do was get away So when she says she loves me I feel something that I can't explain That I cannot name So when she says she loves me I say I love you too We close the curtains I love when I get you loose I think I love you cause I be intoxicated with you So when I'm sober no closure just feeling is that we gone lose Fade through the mud and water like crackerjack tattoos Ironic because though it's sweet it's ran by the mighty dollar Without it there's an outage our feelings get no power So when the loves bitter eventually turns sour She's flying back to Florida I got to forget about her But only on the outside telling all of my brodies How I need a new bitch and I need me a new shawty But worse things than that it's not you that I miss It's the booze and the X that put us in pure bliss So when I feel the itch on my skin that's the reaction Because you turn to a monster when drunk and up on the mattress All the things that I factor in shit that I find toxic I'm better off without it the addict in me want it My booze Coke lean the heroin and chronic I'm so disconnected from shit that I find honest I can't even go muster up shit that I feel with you I lie to myself I'll never be real with you I can't hold a woman I tried to juggle me two Just another ball drop I dangle up on the noose Cause I kill myself daily with all of my bad decisions Nine to five scumbag do this shit for a living my god I can't begin to tell you how sorry I am for everything