Drop the Roses, Run Away

So it's two minutes after I just turned 20 years old and I am already losing it I am tripping, there is no way I am twenty Uh wow, I really don't know what to say I didn't think we'd make it this far Maybe I'll put this in a song you know (One take) Stuck in writers block with a lack of motivation Cause I'm sick of writing songs and sick of serving food to strangers So I might just go away and take a break or a vacation Cause I'm way over y'all talking throwing shit on my reputation Yo I be writing daily but each song is about girls Tryna change my rhythm back to that inspo and that hope If I doin' this for life yo I need a better method Than grinding all week and throwing parties on the weekend So I sayin' goodbye to the now old me And I'm starting over fresh a new name and destiny Yo I dropped the roses and I ran away From the high school drama and the bad grades Got to build a life, make music all day I dropped the roses and I ran a Funny enough, people didn't leave me alone You wouldn't believe how many fans slid in my DM's Felt like whatever I made just kept getting flamed But mostly from people I didn't know That never bothered me the way that it should If you listen to my music, well, we're good Turned my whole goal into turning people's heads Look where that got me, I'm not a pedophile no I'm just Adam Blad I know I've said some things I never should've had I've done a couple things, but nothing that bad Truth is we all make mistakes, but with me that's all you see What I'm asking for is you to get to know the real me Take it back to freshman year, I got in two fights, and won one I've always had a thing for drama and getting in trouble I dropped the roses and I ran away Now I'm doing that with the reputation I made All I really want is a chance to explain I'll drop the roses and I'll run away So yeah, I was friends with some freshmen in high school I don't know what I'm tryna say I been have writers block for like two and a half days And whenever I try to write motivation it just turns back to songs about women I just wanna say that I'm sorry that you were offended But I'm just not the person you think I am I'm just Adam Blad, I'm not a pedophile I'm just friends with the fans Okay? I don't get a break, ever ever get a break I'm dropping the roses that have started to decay And replacing them with new morals and some maturity No more acting like I'm still stuck in 10th grade Drop the roses and I'll run away Yo don't know where we go from here but know I can't stay Call me Levi Canción do we like the new name? Oh it's about time I did something crazy Drop the roses and run away...