MERCY

I wonder if she think about me Man, she better off without me Good lord Please give me mercy Please give me mercy Scurry like a rabid dog, the habits that i sabotage Vapid quarry, and i'm victim like a rabbits hawk Good lord Please give me mercy Please give me mercy Mistaking my confession for misguided message Petrified of remedies, i hide inside the wreckage Been in camouflage since i believed in santa claus A warrior or monster, can you bandage claws? Misunderstanding loss, i was bathing in a drought People dying of thirst, yet i swim until drown Keep munitions muted to protect my brethren How can your loved ones be safe when you're the weapon? Please give me mercy Please give me mercy Good lord, please give me mercy Please give me mercy Please give me mercy Blindly marching to the abattoir, i've had a scar Complacent in my placement like i'm trapped in tar Been so focused on surviving that i forgot how to live Been gripping to my pennies, man i forgot how to give My munitions mutilate, emotions, can't communicate Pretend i'm genuine but i am not immune to hate Staring at the ceiling on an empty floor What the writer do when books can't make him happy anymore? I been envious, pretending it is genuine, not venomous My genocidal genesis that only gave me emptiness Masking masculinity behind a smile of torture The object of desire, became birth of all my horror Distorted faces, morph a child's face that has yet to form I don't want to die, why the fuck else were we born? Siphon gas from those around me, my family is shouting And i hide amongst the blades of trees, i wish you never found me Good lord, please give me mercy Can the mighty become merciful? A life spent accepting fate is a better life spent than running Broken promises of a home will be mended Try to cherish the time that we had and not resent the time that we lost Can the mighty become merciful?