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I stood there and I waited Looked into the black abyss of my pupils, and thought to myself- what is this thing that We call life When we baptize ourselves in evil, what is left Tell me I really dying to know Uh Another day in this hell disguised, Satan replied, a societal vice, Jesus Christ took his life Took it in vain, a slave to the facts, and I'm numb to the pain Word is bond, know it's my testimony So fucking gifted, in culture design, with the minds distorted Extorting lives, the media sloppy and everyday struggles way out of proportion Or not given enough, I got a message, it go- lately my Lately my peoples been failing me Nigga Drugging all the youth don't make a better me Nigga That's why I'm cursed to write these holy-rap soliloquies Prepare the revolution and m proclaim a public enemy Government kill our leaders Crackers bombing our preachers- but motherfucker, we still out here preaching on every Weekend Fighting for every beating and murder that's ever heard of Load up the helicopters, no need for no teleprompter I wrote these verses in cursive so the Portus can take me serious Damn I'm feeling delirious Living in this insanity Filled with anger and sorrow and the pain will prosper tomorrow Viewer discretion advised, vivid images live saying I shed tears by the river By the river From all the pain that I done felt And I can't help with all the damage I done caused These waters can't hold up You feel hopeless But everything gonna be alright We just got to take it one step at a time This vulnerable gift, wrapped up and handed to seven billion That's seven billion cadets, turned soldier, fighting in a war for two millenniums and two Decades That's seven billion seeds, and seven billion roses blooming right from the very hand of It's creator That's seven billion made, souls lost, and lives destroyed This life is nothing but a blur But nothing less than a blessing in disguise from beyond the skies But like many, I am deceived by my own sin Who's to say that we don't live up to the standard Who the fuck gave them the power, to take souls and devour Selling some trends, for the people to consume, sooner or later, that's what's you Become, what have you done You belittle figures, and claim one's superior For all your magazines, cause they don't match your criteria That girly off to Hollywood she up on the cover Simply from that ass that ain't come from her mother Yeah, Body going crazy like Lord have mercy Swimming without a vest, shit Lord have mercy Then few weeks later, sir, you got herpes, and nigga, that's not even the worst thing Word on the street, she got exposed for that nose Unmeasured curves cause swerves, from love to lust, so he bust, and I suppose, that he Still loving them hoes, pimping them hoes, ooh But Shawty needs a true companion Fuck she a model, and fuck she a stripper, forget that she'll give you the work, if you tip Her That's a women, not your toy thing To all the ladies, keep ya head up and thrive in the skin you was given, pay no attention To the system Fuck their perception, you God's lovely creation, I mean it Can't let no bitch to deceive you, Real beauty mixing, what's in you So, fuck a runway, a pageant, camera, bitch-made cracker, love yours, and I swear that Is all that you need I shed tears by the river By the river From all the pain that I done felt And I can't help with all the damage I done caused These waters can't hold up You feel hopeless But everything gonna be alright We just got to take it one step at a time Follow me Follow me now Follow me Follow me now Follow me Follow me now Follow me A wise saying- they only really care for themselves so be careful Pour my serial-cerebral intellect to make a handful I penetrate loops, leave hoops numb With the stroke of Wardell, and you can tell, I leave them well done I'm cutting ties from the collar cause most of you niggas just biting styles, sorry excuses For some Rottweilers What we playing, is it rags to riches, money and bitches, all over the world, it's just the Same song But simulations ain't working it's fucking broken, just one more scam, if it jam, run back All my tokens Talking all that comeback shit but end up chocking, I been up for all my life nigga beyond Awoken Close the gap, lose the gat, persona played out, the 808 out You trying find a way out You need the industry, flip them and that's the truth, revenue coming in for the parties And so it's cool Nah, pay attention, you hearing but you don't listen, trying to blend in, living the next Man's life, uh Seems to me, you looking for handout- but there's no free shots in the free world I pray for your come up, pray for your relatives, pray for this civilization, and demons Among us to be gone Everyday we killing humanity Living in this insanity, look around, if push comes to shove there's no love Tomorrow ain't promised for no man So, wake up and take my flesh while you still can Tell me, what's the purpose of living, what's the purpose of suffering, what's the purpose Of music Maybe I'm paranoid, but there's a system I defy, there's a lot of us but who gonna testify I shed tears by the river By the river From all the pain that I done felt And I can't help with all the damage I done caused These waters can't hold up You feel hopeless But everything gonna be alright We just got to take it one step at a time It seems we've lost, lost ourselves In this world Woah Lies and bullshit, can only take you so far We are I stood there Lost and astray Staring into my reflection, I go Deep into my soul, hunting for the demons that form and still remain Serenity and fear drives me, but the unknown I'm afraid of For it is not the fear of death, but of the thick invisibility of life For it is not the fear of death, but of the legacy that is left for history to tell A legacy so pure that'll make the angels come down and awake the world up from its Long lasting sleep Including me Cause, I've spent so much time thinking of what to do with my life So much time and effort spent trying to lecture the world about how to live their lives When I haven't figured it out myself I should of knew what Ms. Fatima said was the truth I'm praying for me, my mama praying for me, but I'm still not free Not free from the ugliness of sin Not free from the sharp agony of pain Not free from the trap of temptation The gospel prophesies the unimaginable That's why we still pulling this rope back and forth All the shit on the news Everything you see on social media, all of it is a recipe for the Self-destruction of the human race Sometimes it's hard for me to even believe we still doing this We're all sinners There are no golden Childs We control our destiny Our own destiny We are the artists behind the painting of history But what history is there when it is created from in the darkness We become blind and accustomed to everyday actions We don't even know the wrongdoing committed The conscience is completely dead The only way to revive it is to look into your soul and wake up Once you do that, you can give the demons within a good fight And when that happens, someday, you'll come back to realize- that you were already Dead