Forgive Me for my Sins

Yo to keep it real like We are in a situation where there are No real winners I don't want to put any ideas in your head But I been caught between a rock and a hard place A few doubts remain in the back of my mind The thought crossed my mind It's an area of high disappointment And an area of a bright future And when the future is bright And the dark comes to light Its almost vision blurring Know what I Mean Only thing I can do now is create a safe space No looking Back Lord Forgive me Lord please forgive me I know you know that I've sinned And I'ma tell the truth That I'll probably sin again My life did a 180 When I was out with my friends Thought my back was covered Would never break fold or bend With a blink of an eye Means ain't justified by the ends I'll K a nigga backwards When niggas move to offend I know I'm only human But fuck it I want revenge Colossal Beginnings Still growing until the end Fuck all these Niggas that's tryna claim They my brotha Im ya homie One minute Next time and you'll have another But I don't give a fuck Tired of living life covered Sticky moment supper Peanut butter smothered Too many knives Lodged in my backs By some damn frauds I'm bout to turn em Mr. Black reservoir dogs Cut my extension to some Niggas like sawed off Shotgun turn niggas stomachs Into some Hog Maw Was it envy that made You hate When I became great Thought you had a one up On me that was ya dream state Wake up and catch you Stunned hall of fame dream shake This ain't no video game nigga You can't scheme fate But fuck it we ball Climbing and never fall 5'10 but I stand tall Over niggas tryna Try to get at me Yuh Just know I'm moving like an athlete Fuck these niggas mad at me Time to practice my accuracy and Lord please forgive me I know you know that I've sinned And I'ma tell the truth That I'll probably sin again My life did a 180 When I was out with my friends Thought my back was covered Would never break fold or bend With a blink of an eye Means ain't justified by the ends I'll K a nigga backwards When niggas move to offend I know I'm only human But fuck it I want revenge Colossal Beginnings Still growing until the end With little context The feeling processed Projects that make niggas Regurgitate how I get Are you able to get pro tools For ya logic Ya resources compared to mine You cannot digest But I'll just digress My mind ain't been the same Since my uncle's last mindset And then my mind gets Lost then I feel like I lost In this process Pull myself out the water Navy Seal trial check Since a Padawan Felt like a vagabond Wandering around Dreaming bout my journey like A marathon The long run The legacy Come and check wit me Delivery is crazy I ain't get these Skills from Amazon Time keeps on moving I just count the hours Walking past these fake niggas Backstabbers and cowards Power from the sun Help me obtain the shit I'm after Colossal shit This year we taking What is ours Ghost from my past Taking hits High Casper Thought having a son Would make my life A Disaster Just showed me that I have to Get to the top way faster Not a kid no more Gotta open a new chapter Niggas foolish Stay on some cool shit I know I'm winning And I know this cuz all These pussies is losing Gotta lean back Relax You see me cruisin' To think that y'all can Play me you gotta be fucking stupid 'cuz Lord please forgive me I know you know that I've sinned And I'ma tell the truth That I'll probably sin again My life did a 180 When I was out with my friends Thought my back was covered Would never break fold or bend With a blink of an eye Means ain't justified by the ends I'll K a nigga backwards When niggas move to offend I know I'm only human But fuck it I want revenge Colossal Beginnings Still growing until the end Lord please forgive me I know you know that I've sinned And I'ma tell the truth That I'll probably sin again My life did a 180 When I was out with my friends Thought my back was covered Would never break fold or bend With a blink of an eye Means ain't justified by the ends I'll K a nigga backwards When niggas move to offend I know I'm only human But fuck it I want revenge Colossal Beginnings Still growing until the end