Patronus

The TV's on but the volume I barely hear it I try to sleep but depression mutin' my spirit No skeletons in my closet, them fuckers been wide open Was a dog, turned to man, now as king, I despise bogus I sing when I'm high, smoking I've been losing hope in world but my mind's focused Tell me where to go when it's cold and I'm ice frozen, off bags that my eyes holdin' Yellin', "I need it now!" JG Wentworth's my life slogan What a crisis, close to 35, half of 70 Still I've decided this will be for life, rapping on these beats Been scared to die, wanna live forever, cherished in my music Tossed aside, wasn't meant for I, but beggars can't be choosers Been a winner and a loser either way, it never lasts Lessons from my past uh, learned em hella fast Ride alone, in a lane I made, quicker than the left What a day, made some lemonade, from sour fruits you kept But damn it's tart, though, that's why when my lady gives me some sugar Feels like Gospel Praising His name and thanking the ways he made it possible Accomplishing things, the girl of my dreams I feel responsible, Protecting my seed, you better believe This Mufasa from the pridelands..hyenas could never They cackle at my endeavors while turning green as a sprite can I am..legend at least I think that I ought to be Praying all these words turn to spells, the ones Harry Potter speaks Shield me from harm, the hate and the soul suckers Without a wand, I invoke and I curse others If I'm involved in a brawl and the worst comin I scream at my opponents..EXPECTO PATRONUM The lights go out and my breath can be seen Chip on my shoulder bout the size of C. Springs My..guardian angels lift me up on freed wings Protected by God's soldiers..respect my Patronus How much tree does it take to disconnect? Blaze a forest down to stumps, Smoky Bear would be upset As I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place..all day Been quoting Scarface, and puffin sum'n cigar-shaped Think of something profound... try To write it in words Adjectives and pronouns, speech describing the hurt All those in the rearview I thought Would vibe with me first Left me hanging like the clothesline, nooses tied with my shirts This betrayal that a nigga feel, "Y Tu Brutus" Judas Ain't invited to no supper here, We Won't do no shooting Cuz in time, those words get niggas killed, Avada Kedavra Mr. Malfoy made em disappear, Draco told em "Listen here I ain't the toughest, but I can do the job Swear they hirin e'ry day..ain't no shortages with ours Can't be fired in a place, where the people feeling wronged Aiming sum'n towards your face, hope this ammo hit em all" Let it fall... like where summer ends and when winter starts Missing calls, rather a cluttered head than a bitter heart . I could pretend that the things you said didn't raise a spark Now I'm Static Shock in the Box , electric, when making art I need to stop talking down and get help I got 99 problems, most I caused em myself But the solution's right in front of me, legend is what I swore to be Tom Riddles' belittled, ain't taming the Dumbledore in me Shield me from harm, the hate and the soul suckers Without a wand, I invoke and I curse others If I'm involved in a brawl and the worst comin I scream at my opponents..EXPECTO PATRONUM The lights go out and my breath can be seen Chip on my shoulder bout the size of C. Springs My..guardian angels lift me up on freed wings Protected by God's soldiers..respect my Patronus