Questions Love Can't Answer

I hate my life here, who gave me a life here? All I want is you, why can't I be with you? I hate this, who the fuck gave this? I'm going insane, nothing's the same What the fuck did I do to deserve all this pain? I lost my grandparents, I don't want to lose no more Why is the world trying to take you from me, why must I mourn? Why the fuck is life so goddamn painful sometimes? I just wanna be happy with you and me and no more fucking lies Why is this so hard to do? Why the fuck is this so hard for you? And why is this so hard for me too? I can't really answer that Do you know? Cause I don't Do you nominate? cause I vote. I vote for you Please love me like you always do, I really miss that All I want is you but I can't really have that Lots of family is gone, but I can't really resent that I don't really like living here with a broken heart And a constant fear that you're gonna leave me Are you gonna move on from me, why do I fear? Why do I feel this way? Tell me why you make me feel this way You did this to me, you made me feel Yet I always miss you all day, we made this real How did we get so close so fast? It's all unreal to me I don't know what to say, I'm not sure what to do Why does it feel like this isn't working for you? Why doesn't this work for you girl? It doesn't, I know it doesn't and I'm hating that too much I'm hating myself and everything with my touch, why isn't this just enough You say you won't leave but I'm starting to doubt that It seems like my fault if you really ever would start to do that But I'm probably just overthinking all of this too much Goodbye, why can't I see the good in us? I love you