ALiEN

Spend a whole lotta nights tryin' not to die my nigga Never said that I was perfect I'm just gettin' by my nigga Everybody wanna see me down That's why I'm gettin' high my nigga These haters want me in the ground That's why I'm gettin' fly my nigga You fuckin' other niggas now Fuck it go ahead, hate me then Try to paint me out to be the villain Go ahead, paint me then I remember 2017, you was my baby then Now you got a nigga feelin' lost Fuck it, I'm an alien I got crosses all on my back I done been through hell and got back Hit the jewelry store, drop racks for the pain They could never stop that Now all I do is ride tracks, no train Treat the beat like a snack Ain't got shit for no snake nigga Try to snoop around and get smacked I ain't tryna go on no dates, nah Got my heart broken like glass Tryna run away from my past I can't be depressed 'cuz that's wack I can't be depressed 'cuz I ain't 'pose to be I can't be depressed 'cuz I'm black I gotta shake it off and that's that It's gon' be too late when I snap It's gon' be too late when I black out I might back out and go dumb I go John Wick for my dog I go John Q for my son I got bullets tucked in this pen Nigga it ain't a mic, it's a gun And the shit come wit a drum I'm just a young nigga from the slums Put the raw paper in the grabba I done need some medication for the lungs Can't be out here wylin' out I gotta save up for no son And if I ever hear a nigga take shots It's Red Rum It's a lotta millions flyin' round out here God, let me get one Spend a whole lotta nights tryin' not to die my nigga Never said that I was perfect I'm just gettin' by my nigga Everybody wanna see me down That's why I'm gettin' high my nigga These haters want me in the ground That's why I'm gettin' fly my nigga You fuckin' other niggas now Fuck it go ahead, hate me then Try to paint me out to be the villain Go ahead, paint me then I remember 2017, you was my baby then Now you got a nigga feelin' lost Fuck it, I'm an alien I lift a lotta people up They always let me down How I teach you how to swim You gon' let me drown, aye Always kept you in my thoughts How you forget me now? Used to treat me like a joke I bet you get me now, huh? I'd take my life to see you live And you'd let me do it Told you all that I've been through it And you put me through it You was tellin' me that love me But you couldn't prove it You the only one that I was lookin at And now I'm lookin' stupid Can't politic wit no fake nigga Can't fuck around wit no fake bitch Girl how am I 'pose to know how you feel about me when you don't say shit? Bitch, how am I 'pose to give you anything when you always take shit? How am I 'pose to use my heart if it's always breakin'? You gotta have a lil' more patience wit me I ain't makin' shit but ima make it Comin' thru kickin' doors down They don't gimme shit then ima take it The FEDS askin' bout my niggas That's classified information I don't give a fuck what you sayin' I'm on demon time, I ain't Satan Spend a whole lotta nights tryin' not to die my nigga Never said that I was perfect I'm just gettin' by my nigga Everybody wanna see me down That's why I'm gettin' high my nigga These haters want me in the ground That's why I'm gettin' fly my nigga You fuckin' other niggas now Fuck it go ahead, hate me then Try to paint me out to be the villain Go ahead, paint me then I remember 2017, you was my baby then Now you got a nigga feelin' lost Fuck it, I'm an alien