Lidocaine

Mixing potion I be wide awake Dose and then I fly away Number than the lidocaine She lie to me, I light a flame Load a clip then blow my brains Think about it every day It's in my head I hit replay Like why the fuck am I this way? (Why the fuck?) Hurt me bitch, I love the pain Bleeding every word I say Smash the bottle on my face Like fuck it, I don't need no chase (Fuck it I don't need no chase) Fuck it, I might leave this place You can keep the love I gave I won't need it in the grave Narcan might just keep me straight And if I die that's even better Fuck it man I hate this weather Promethazine my cup, that shit left stains all on my favorite sweater Loved that bitch, I had to dead her Knew that shit the day I met her Percy got me feeling feathers Molly got me chewing leather Aye, and if it's laced that means we die together I could give a fuck cause she done fucked him when my heart was severed Say that words can cut I hope that slut remembers every letter Every fucking picture, every message that I ever sent her These fucking, these pills just fucking do it for me Like, when I'm not high, I'm not me I don't, I don't feel like a person I feel like I'm living in a living hell It's like I'm stuck inside my head And I'm just so fucking anxious all the time Nobody should do Xanax, except for me Mixing potion I be wide awake Dose and then I fly away Number than the lidocaine She lie to me, I light a flame Load a clip then blow my brains Think about it every day It's in my head I hit replay Like why the fuck am I this way? (Why the fuck?) Hurt me bitch, I love the pain Bleeding every word I say Smash the bottle on my face Like fuck it, I don't need no chase (Fuck it I don't need no chase) Fuck it, I might leave this place You can keep the love I gave I won't need it in the grave Narcan might just keep me straight I'm in the fucking stu, haunting this bitch I don't wanna be loud What should I say? I don't know what to say Adam, help me Get out My mind I need More time