TROUBLE IN PARADISE

I can feel it coming down, carry the pain with the heaviest rain on me Too much water, finally drown, fill up my lungs, come and smoke it away with me Its harder to deal with my fears But I'll dedicate them to you Cuz I had a fear that Ill fuck up n I never lucked up, its not cuz of you, its myself I vow to never hurt nobody else, I been planning on bringing you back here to me I couldn't live with myself knowing all of your scars all originated from me A side wants to give you the keys to the cage, so that you'll forever be free But the other side wants to atone, do you right, never wrong, want you to be happy with Me I could've quickly decided Tell you things that been hurting in private Ended up only shooting my partner, now look, there's a man down with no co-pilot I was too scared to admit it, now I see how hiding the truth makes them so silent Captain in charge, I'll keep using my platform to speak for the streets, call me Dom Biden Leather coat in the coldest weather Memories feel like a cold December Writing scriptures to help me remember, How I killed all the love in its dead center I promise I'm doing my best, there wont ever be next, all these fuck niggas pretenders I'm hurt that you're messing with somebody else, after all that I did, bae I surrender I know you been feeling it too, there's trouble in paradise Heart cold, I see the hurt in their face with the saddest eyes Make sure all the rain done get cleared up, hate seeing the cloudy skies Stuck in the middle, I'm zoned out, didn't think I was paralyzed I know you been feeling it too, there's trouble in paradise Heart cold, I see the hurt in their face with the saddest eyes Make sure all the rain done get cleared up, hate seeing the cloudy skies Stuck in the middle, I'm zoned out, didn't think I was paralyzed Can I say that I'm losing my mind? I can say that I'm one of a kind I know shit ain't been well, we both been through hell, but the fault here ain't nothing but Mine (uh) With a watch, yet I cant see the time (where it at?) With my morals, still went outta line Flip the pages to see all my reasons and check, its funny, I don't see a thing I can find (Whos you) Fuck all that talking, I'm bound to get hit Been dealing with demons, really with the shit (they is) If it keep on going, I'm losing it quick Ask myself, was I really ever even shit? (Were you really?) How could I do it? How was I clueless? Shawty was playing the strings of my heart How could I let her come ruin the castle I built, now ones playing the strings of guitars (Uh) I had to lose everything to rebuild it from scratch, I'm targeting higher than mars (to the Top) I gave the key to my heart to somebody and fucked over hers, so even with music, its Clear that I'm sentenced to life behind bars, yea Push come to shove, would I do it? I done been hurt to the point where I'm numb but now I hurt somebody, how could I Excuse it? (Cant move on) I know you been feeling it too, there's trouble in paradise Heart cold, I see the hurt in their face with the saddest eyes Make sure all the rain done get cleared up, hate seeing the cloudy skies Stuck in the middle, I'm zoned out, didn't think I was paralyzed