VINDICATION

Fuck am I supposed to believe in Who am I supposed to believe in Whose hands can kill me and own me My soul in the city it's seized and Nobody can take it unless The devil surrenders and angels descent The night lights shut off by the darkness command And beautiful colors will show itself And freedom will come to us all Once for all After all nights when we're drowned in our thoughts Restless and anxious our stomachs in knots Pour up for us and the ones that we've lost I'm ready to kill and I'm ready to feel the pain Thinking bout shit we can gain I'm feeling vain Money medusa for our entertainment Been a while since the last time anybody broke the fucking chain Have a taste of my bane Candy canes ain't plain I'm blessed with my sanity Still, I got problems and shit how My vision is grainy as fuck I can't see who's the cain for my abel is The soul they embedded in me Made it hard just for me to begin Telling the stories and shit but When y'all snaking on me Pull up to yo ass sixth sense See the shit you been hiding with Fuck am I supposed to believe in Who am I supposed to believe in Whose hands can kill me and own me My soul in the city, it's seized and Nobody can take it unless The devil surrenders and angels descent The night lights shut off by the darkness command And beautiful colors will show itself And freedom will come to us all Once for all After all nights when we're drowned in our thoughts Restless and anxious our stomachs in knots Pour up for us and the ones that we've lost I got love in me Conscience in me Born and I'll die in this space 'round The same peeps I grow with Got love in me Blood on me Blood on my shirt all these scars will be worth it My saviors and angels are growing too fast I'll be alone after times we will pass Don't forget about me Forsaken me Remember me Remember me Oh God I'll be your spear, be my shield I'll be your gun, fucking wield me I'll be your shark, be my gills Just be my eyes, make me see Just give me the guides that I need Just give me the guides that I need Just give me the guides that I need Just give me the guides that I need Ease up your mind now you're losing control (How can I? How can I?) Though it might feel empty boy you're not alone (I just don't think that you get that I need you) And you should have known You don't have to suffer to show me your fights All of these scars just to prove them you're right Yet I've been here from your brightest days To your darkest nights, then another light Don't die out, alright? Trust me alright? You know I'll be fine You know I'll be fine