Patience

Patience It's more than just a virtue Running out too soon Could come around to hurt you No time I tend to push it to the red line Clock off the wall Like my mind Coming untwined Pad locks On the outside of a white box Used to all these lazy dogs They tell me I am a crazy fox Gracious I can't live with this complacency I must be going mental Cause I feel like a patient now Messed up in the mental Got a problem with my head state Dead weight on the shoulder Throw it over passed the gate Then look around see if anybody saw Nah I'm straight? Good now drag the body To spot where it can discingrate I'm careful where I excavate No clue left to investigate A hyper active heavyweight So some things I don't delegate Impulsive i won't hesitate To cut you with a razor blade And use you like a puppet In a children's Sunday matinee I'm fucking sick and I'm twisted right When I was 3 i stabbed a kid over some fisher price I used to carry around picks that they made for ice Fake beeper and a chain, and some stolen nikes And now I'm all grown up The world is different But it still dont change You could still go missing I could end up psyce warded Or locked away in a prison Beats MD and me Got no patients left livin Patience It's more than just a virtue Running out too soon Could come around to hurt you No time I tend to push it to the red line Clock off the wall Like my mind Coming untwined Pad locks On the outside of a white box Used to all these lazy dogs They tell me I am a crazy fox Gracious I can't live with this complacency I must be going mental Cause I feel like a patient now I just turned 35 and I'm surprised I'm alive With all the darkness in the world I couldn't help but catch the vibe They tried to teach me to be kind Said the devil was a lie But the truth of it is I hear his voice up in my mind It's intense and in my defense Common sense not to listen But some things he say I'm like that motherfucker spitting So it's only in my head? True Than who I am I talking to Maybe I'm having a little setback When it comes to where my heads at Don't know when I took my meds last Now I'm wearing all black and a ski mask On the way to blast a kiss ass That showed me up in gym class 20 years must have been past Now I'm finally getting last laughs What the fuck happened why am I snapping Oh that's right I been waiting Pacing and ready for action And now my patients is thinner Than wiping your ass with a napkin Yeah It's a shitty situation Quit all the stalling and slackin I'm all out Patience It's more than just a virtue Running out too soon Could come around to hurt you No time I tend to push it to the red line Clock off the wall Like my mind Coming untwined Pad locks On the outside of a white box Used to all these lazy dogs They tell me I am a crazy fox Gracious I can't live with this complacency I must be going mental Cause I feel like a patient now