Tomorrow Ain't Promised

Yeah Cause tomorrow ain't promised I been thinkin all the times that you weren't there for me Looking back at all the things that you would promise me man All I ever wanted, was for you say that you were proud of me I never took it as apology Maybe you can never understand it All them times when you left me stranded It was wrong to leave us empty handed Too many things inside my life even your words I took for granted Even a simple conversation that could always leave in damage I was coping with depression Even then you never questioned How'd you think I always felt when every second had me guessing My clock was ticking Overtime I seen my body lifting, blood was leaking everywhere Try to put yourself in my position That I was never good enough You see, the older I get the more time spent I'm always Stuck in those conditions when you talk I try to listen But I can never change that image when I turned around you was missing Missing everything in my life, I found myself distracted I was looking at myself in the mirror and I felt distracted All I seen was your reflection so I tried to reach an grab it but When I went to touch the surface Everything froze and shattered Shattered my dreams But I been coping with the finer things An I been screaming out for help, but ain't nothin ever promising Promise me this ima always give you honesty An honestly there isn't any reason you should've reached out to me Cause ima always be the bigger man in this picture Sacrificing something bigger Can you read between the lines, my words are always getting thicker I never forgive you what you did, but there's a reason thatch you did it Even God will have a reason to believe in what he didn't I made a promise to myself That I will never need no help Even the movements without you It made me stronger by myself An as I'm sitting writing letters Will you feel the pain I felt Or will you brush it all away With this message ima tell cause I'm gone Cause tomorrow ain't promised So if I die today Will you remember all the things that I was tryna say Will you remember all them nights, I stayed up, cried an prayed Is it too much to ask, for you to say that it's okay It's like I'm talkin to myself an I been I'm running out of words to say cause I Still love you An that ain't never changed Cause tomorrow ain't, promised