The Way I See It

(It's just the way I see it) (I can't do this anymore) (Yeah) People been talking been a good life Right now, I don't what that means Every day it seems like All my loved ones just run away My life keeps ticking away Almost every single day Many chances and times again Just to do something and make a change Please save all your prayers Cause I'll just become a memory I don't wanna be the burden And just pass on my misery Life with imperfection Ain't for me, cause I'd rather die That's the way I see It I hope you can see it too Love always came first with me But its just leaving me in misery I thought I found a special one for me But there's no happy endings in this story How are you supposed to tell? The persons that's been making you happy That you need them, and you'd give up Everything just to be with them I pour out my heart in my songs Because they'll never run away from me All of this pushed me to relapse Crying to the point my heart begins to ache All I wanted was the support Cause things get dark inside of me Recently I've been talking with my demons And hell's become a friend to me People been talking been a good life Right now, I don't what that means Every day it seems like All my loved ones just run away My life keeps ticking away Almost every single day Many chances and times again Just to do something and make a change Please save all your prayers Cause I'll just become a memory I don't wanna be the burden And just pass on my misery Life with imperfection Ain't for me, cause I'd rather die That's the way I see It I hope you can see it too Just like an absent parent You left and never said goodbye Still to this very day I wish I could've known why Everybody been telling me That I get attached to quickly You just give your heart away Without thinking It through thoroughly All I ever wanted was love right How can I love someone without loving myself? Giving my love to someone else Distracts me from how much I hate myself I hate looking at the monster But I have to look at him everyday If my peers could see me now What the hell would they even say Ever since I started walking home I feels like I'm walking the green mile Will the lord have mercy on my soul? When my clock runs out of time Some days I wanna live But others I just wanna fucking leave What do I have to do? Just to be able to find my peace If there's no one or love for me What's the fucking point of trying? I'm sick of playing pretend My fate is set, it's not worth appealing If I'm to die tomorrow I'll gladly take my place in the clouds Nobody needs to protect me I'll protect myself, when I leave the house People been talking been a good life Right now, I don't what that means Every day it seems like All my loved ones just run away My life keeps ticking away Almost every single day Many chances and times again Just to do something and make a change Please save all your prayers Cause I'll just become a memory I don't wanna be the burden And just pass on my misery Life with imperfection Ain't for me, cause I'd rather die That's the way I see It I hope you can see it too