Cost Of Wealth

So any transactions outside my mamas house it's sickening How many times she just gone act like she minding her business Kept askin myself how many times can I forgive this I don't even deal with the people from those beginnings It's funny how friendships finish, I'm triggered by trauma Niggas try and take ya girl and then speak to ya mama I never forced nobody in my life who didn't wanna I got room for baggage carried it's all in designer Old Impala, quarter and a Dixie cup of Marijuana My biggest problems acting ghetto screaming what's popping Drunk off champagne they serve us when we started shopping I went to Wallies for the truffle fries and veggie options No matter how bougie my attitude, I'm still locked in Only conversate with people through likes on a feed He's coo with everybody but he got problem with me Shit I got family I don't even claim part of my tree Not losing sleep if you decided that well never speak Life's better than the one I rap bout on a beat If there ain't palm trees I can't say that shit is a beach I gave everybody way too much access to me You let em lie long enough and they start to believe This the level that I'm rappin still A hundred thousand ain't a record deal It can't be love if it isn't real A little liquor and you find out how somebody feels I'm past hatin' Obligation keep it gangsta through my translation Seven hundred thirty days Finding Inspiration Even asked God to help me wake up out this matrix Just to open up my eyes and see noone's waitin Must've been how Kevin Samuels felt Passed out a random bitch to getchu help Thinking bout mortality vs Cost of Wealth If ASAP did 10 would Rihanna bail I'm still thinking If Nip gave up on the people he'd be still breathin Pop's wouldn't have left the fam he'd be still speaking I wrote this shit on pen and pad bitch it's still leaking And my language start to drag cuz I'm still drinking Niece old enough to drive but I still ain't met her Instead of blame my older brother man Ill just be better Pandemic passed we didn't speak I don't get us Haven't really spoke to Dogg since a college freshman Life lesson, starvin artist Being normal means I failed so it feels the hardest Tried to play the game and normalize within the margins It's like I'm standing on my ten and then they pulled the carpet I'm 100 percent corporate when it comes to generating revenue And ain't no nigga in the street gonna tell me who the fuck I can And can't deal with in that building You out your fuckin' mind How a nigga in the park who can't even get to the elevator Or have the key to get up on the 3rd floor Tell me how to conduct business on the 50th Floor I ain't telling him what to do over there in that park on the side of the bathroom I'm just ridin' down that 5 Poured up drink in my ride I'm just ridin' down that 5 As I lean to the side And I'm just ridin' down that 5 Got my poured up drink in my ride And I'm just ridin' down that 5 Look at us You would've thought we had the best night in the world Little do you know 10 minutes later we started arguing about the Lakers The war going on in Russia and old group chat beef In that order But one thing about this night It really taught me something And that's what I'm on this journey for