Rabbit Hole

Back then, I was seen as a miscreant Unashamed, insane deviant Could never quite fit in Back then, I spent more time at the back of the class Crossing paths with some meddling mask Of some feigned discontent Square Peg, Round Hole Never fitted with social norms Never quite grasped what it is to be Accepted en-mass Don't be fooled by your own folly Folly, that's all I heard when I've done no wrong I changed the tune but it's the same song Can't find the key No more fantasising No more memorising No more tantalising No more chasing fading truths Why are you pushing me Stop pushing me away Just wanna belong Silence, the mind it can't find silence An auditory violence Can't keep it away Silence, the mind it can't find silence An auditory violence Despite the odds I face it, I chase it I thrive on the chaos Silence, the mind it can't find silence An auditory violence Can't keep it away Silence, the mind it can't find silence An auditory violence Chaos invades There is no silence in the mind No peace and quiet can I find An auditory violence Despite the odds I face it, I chase it I thrive on the chaos Silence in the mind No peace and quiet can I find An auditory violence Can't keep it away There is no silence in the mind No peace and quiet can I find An auditory violence Chaos invades I'm a square peg in a round hole Can't be rounded, never grounded Keep it simple my friend Tell me straight my friend Why is it that you hate Everything that I create I'm a square peg in a round hole Can't be rounded, never grounded Why is it that you hate everything Chaos invades So now, you understand my complex needs All this talk of inclusivity Who are you trying to kid Square Peg Round Hole What is considered a social norm Must have missed class Must have missed that story Must have been busy on my road to glory Pretence, save your seat on this very wide fence Diversify to the mainstream cry My cause will have it's day No more terrorising No more catastrophizing No more pressurising No more satisfying traits Why are you pushing me Stop pushing me away Just wanna belong Silence, the mind it can't find silence An auditory violence Can't keep it away Silence, the mind it can't find silence An auditory violence Chaos invades There is no silence in the mind No peace and quiet can I find An auditory violence Can't keep it away There is no silence in the mind No peace and quiet can I find An auditory violence Chaos invades I'm a square peg in a round hole Can't be rounded, never grounded Keep it simple my friend Tell me straight my friend Why is it that you hate Everything that I create I'm a square peg in a round hole Can't be rounded, never grounded Why is it that you hate everything Chaos invades Overwhelming sensations Crashing waves, Intensive emotions Keep your head from reaching critical Release the valve don't let it lose control Watch you start unfolding Dark descending Sanity is fading Feel that overwhelming feared sensation Crashing waves intense emotions Gotta keep my head, Can't lose my head Gotta keep my head, Can't lose my head Start unfolding Darkness descending Sanity is fading Come in now it's show time Come in now it's open house time Much drama it's right from the start And now there is Many a clown as the carnage ensues The madness prevails we've got nothing to lose Going down. Open curtains, watch the show Improvised, where will it go Open house, all can take part Constant drama from the start Clowns a plenty, carnage ensues Madness prevails, got nothing to lose Open the curtains and watch the show Improvisation where will it all go Open house, open house, all can take part Drama much drama, it's right from the start Many a clown as the carnage ensues Madness prevails, we've got nothing to lose Going down that rabbit hole, that round rabbit hole Going down that rabbit hole, that round rabbit hole Take that mirror out my face I don't need to see that I'm falling down Going down that rabbit hole, that round rabbit hole Going down that rabbit hole, that round rabbit hole Take that mirror out my face I don't need to see that I'm falling down Pull me back please, pull me right back will you Pull me back please, pull me right back will you In a right state, stuck in total darkness In a right state, show me some compassion Down that rabbit hole Where you stop nobody knows Endless falling, no-one calling Pulling back from the brink Pulling back from the brink Know the state that he's in Don't regret what you think So now, as a man in a mindless world Can you fit in a rounded hole Or is the misfit fool still in you I'm still the same man Won't fall into line with the silent machine that's inhibiting me Will never succumb to the mindless humdrum of the mediocrity Could never curtail my emotional ills I'm drowning, Im drowning I won't fit in Down that rabbit hole Off you go, don't you stop now Down that rabbit hole On your own, won't stop you Down that rabbit hole you go On your own, will not stop you I get so lost when Im running round the rabbit hole Don't get lost, no-one to follow follow All alone no time to wallow wallow Where to turn, where to turn No-one to hold on to Listen, Listen, follow my voice now Look to the light now, find your way Come on up now, come and face the music Come on out now, Come and see who you've become Silence, the mind it can't find silence An auditory violence Can't keep it away Silence, the mind it can't find silence An auditory violence Despite the odds I face it, I chase it I thrive on the chaos Silence, the mind it can't find silence An auditory violence Can't keep it away Silence, the mind it can't find silence An auditory violence Chaos invades There is no silence in the mind No peace and quiet can I find An auditory violence Despite the odds I face it, I chase it I thrive on the chaos Silence in the mind No peace and quiet can I find An auditory violence Can't keep it away There is no silence in the mind No peace and quite can I find An auditory violence Chaos invades I'm a square peg in a round hole Can't be rounded, never grounded Keep it simple my friend Tell me straight my friend Why is it that you hate Everything that I create I'm a square peg in a round hole Can't be rounded, never grounded Why is it that you hate everything Chaos invades I've come full circle I see my path with the holes that Ive fallen through I've broken hearts, I can tell you I've lost good friends, didn't want to Words and actions with no intent End the same, disappointment It's on your face, I see your shame You feel Ive let you down You say I should have tried I've got no filter Filter, filter, where did it go Got lost in translation, must have skipped your row Changes and phases have not enabled you to breathe Torment, its torment Can't find a place where you'll be free Mould you, can't mould you To fit in, with society Tell you, can't tell you The nuance of chemistry Go searching, go find yourself Keep searching, go find your soul No longer a square peg in a round hole Just look at where you are Gonna break the mould, Gonna break the mould Gonna find my place, Gonna find my place No-one's gonna tell, no-one's gonna tell Chemical imbalance, imbalance Imbalance you've said Gonna find myself, good at finding myself Gonna find my soul, good at finding my soul No longer a square peg in a round hole Not going down that rabbit hole, that round rabbit hole Not going down that rabbit hole, that round rabbit hole Put that mirror in my face so I can see I'm not going down Not going down that rabbit hole, that round rabbit hole Not going down that rabbit hole, that round rabbit hole Put that mirror in my face so I can see I'm not going down No more. No more rabbit holes You have stopped, we all know No more falling, no more calling No more Going Down Rabbit Holes