Descent Into Madness

Last time for the win now I pull up like I'm in town Is it enough I don't get how I did it all these fucking years without Knowing what it was but I'm here and the winds out Feeling like it's the end now Gotta leave a mark 'fore the lights start to dim down Tryna leave a legacy 6 years in this shit, for the next 6 years I'm missing But I gotta be the best of me This here this is it after this unclear what it is Will you even remember me, or just clear out the memories? Seems like no future ahead of me So the past is the centerpiece Guess the past is the centerpiece Used to wreak havoc at my peak I could be classic now I'm weak and I need passion To keep this shit going got a goal in mind but is this notion Hindering or is it growing my inner demons are indulging In all of this action I'm expected to bash it But I'm a sinner too as in all my action just lack sense I've been getting so saddened thinking that I'm an addict to my failures insanity is what happens Bitch it's so tragic cause this is descent into madness Bitch this is descent into madness Descent into madness, bitch this is descent into madness Descent into madness, bitch this is descent into madness Descent into madness, bitch this is descent into madness If only I could relive everything oh And knowing what it'd be like in the end oh The winds low, it's getting cold, I can't let go If it snows I still have the past to end on Been feeling so low both alone and with nowhere to go Falling deeper inside of this hole but I cannot let anyone know I just don't know guess the past is where I gotta go Cause I'm trapped in a trance and my hope has been gone for a while and I'm no Longer tryna prove myself I can't do that now Cause it's played out and I've been through route Plus its late now so I gotta rule that out I've just been in this spiral for months did what I wanted but I know it's fucked Go around come around but it's rough and it's my fault so I gotta adjust Reliving the past is a must to the beginning is all I can trust Last couple weeks I've been stuck just reminiscing enough Felt I was missing the love for all this shit and because this shit was getting too tough Nothing but luck been getting numb don't give a fuck now Somehow I'm now in the end, way too fast to comprehend Making some type of amend, with my past self to relive All of my past once again, this time with plans to repent For my transgressions and sins, maybe with this I'll accept, my only chance to ascend But I gotta act quick cause times running out And I might let 'em down once again but I gotta try now or I'll die with no end Guess that's my life closing in Doing this just to cope with the pain Feeling so out of place I'm alone it's okay, this was always the case Last time for the win now Feeling like it's the end now Call it descent into madness This is my past re-enacted Leaving a legacy, that's it