On My Mind (feat. Mr J Medeiros)

What y'all been offering, I really ain't about that My city played soundtrack of oil-men hustling And you just wanna talk about ya boyfriend stuff again Spinifex in the wind, small can rustling That's the response you get From your state of mind I hide In the consulate On a constant trip When days are feeling tough I don't prey to god, I pray to Elon Musk Escaping the mayhem I made in my head With an apron coz they want me raisin this bread An raisin my debts not my My raisons d'être As i gaze at my pay check that lays on my desk Thinking like the women in the nike air prisons Stitching logos on your kicks 'cause it just keeps ticking Ever wonder why I'm tied when I see you Coz theres a better party in my mind that Ive been to I laid in bed I closed my eyes I couldn't sleep I took a drive There's always something On my mind Always something On my mind I went to school They called me quiet Sitting in the back Out of eyesight There's always something On my mind Always something On my mind I tried to drink Not gunna lie I like to smoke But when I'm high There's always something On my mind Always something On my mind I packed my bags I took a flight But from myself I couldn't hide And all i do is Bottle up an trap it inside To let it all out When the moment it right Settle me down homie riddle me how I got a kettle bell of thoughts tryna fit on my brow I'm head heavy help me even my physical bows I'm a bent levee every season I drown In thoughts and ideas yea repeating the sounds That are caught in my ears when no speakers around Beating me down till I speak to it now I gotta be fluent when I reach for the crowd Though my thoughts are knee deep yo I think'em out loud Hoping y'all can see through'em like a peak in the clouds These words I carry for the meek and the proud Words that unbury you from deep in the ground If they good gotta keep'em around To out live and influence all the people it found Think and breath through it I'm antique with it now Ink I bleed through it let it leak in the shroud I laid in bed I closed my eyes I couldn't sleep I took a drive There's always something On my mind Always something On my mind I packed my bags I took a flight But from myself I couldn't hide And all i do is Bottle up an trap it inside To let it all out When the moment it right My heads overboard embedded in deep water Treading in deep thought forgetting to keep order So what's the perk, deserting the street corner And making your week shorter by working it three quarters You re-porters, give me all the facts right Then I jam it in until it's packed tight Now grind it down knock it back like lines of powder This ain't my finest hour, but still I'm like So devoted, I know that I'm overloaded But click I download it and hope that it won't get noted But click I'm over quota, my modem is so corroded More smoke than a locomotive But click I promote it, upload it and go to tweet it I know that I'm overheated There's a virus in my eyelids and closing em won't delete it But on the outside I'm all OK I'm staring at my ceiling feeling so blasé I laid in bed I closed my eyes I couldn't sleep I took a drive There's always something On my mind Always something On my mind I went to school They called me quiet Sitting in the back Out of eyesight There's always something On my mind Always something On my mind I tried to drink Not gunna lie I like to smoke But when I'm high There's always something On my mind Always something On my mind I packed my bags I took a flight But from myself I couldn't hide And all i do is Bottle up an trap it inside To let it all out When the moment it right