Growth

Yeah My car got flat, I called my dad I'm still at work in hell, He ain't know how I felt That week was the worst He symbolized how I could help myself Homies losing confidence in music I could start to tell But I still dropped my album By the week it just kept doing well Used to think my mama hate me Not a day that we don't speak Tough love and that struggle raised me Black babies grew up like me And my angels have baby teeth Back to heaven younger than me Khanya, Lisa protecting me They don't leave us when they get wings I seen people question their teams Had me thinking that's goin' be me They want DoouShii on every beat That's my brother still when he beef Pull up on you no meet and greet Speak your vices and keep your peace Apples falling too far from trees How'd this fruit end up in the sea? We were all raised by community Segregation apartheid Done split us all up by our tribes But all the kids still turned out fine Cause him and her are like you and me Learning love was the hardest The honest love hard to keep Because the best things in life aren't free Dip my eyes in the water baby I'm caught up lately, DIstorted wavy Living lies in the holder maybe Forge us mainly, To call us baby My truth feels like your own God you never know, Guide me, Let me know Why she had to go, Why he had to go Why we gotta go, Why we never told Don't know 'bout how heaven is a home I don't know how 'bout heaven is a home I just wanna feel like water how I never was alone Let the streams tell the father how I'm learning how to float Better reach handling my growth Pull up to my vices and I'm never letting go I pull up to my vices and I'm never letting go, Yeah I pull up to my vices and I'm never letting go, Oh You know how this life shit had me on retainer I feel outta balance when I'm entertaining Running outta shit to say for in my prayers Man this shit gets heavy I just can't explain I take some time, Yeah I take a while I'm doing fine and I live my life how I feel is right, And lately I'm quiet I been alright, Growing in silence Dip my eyes in the water baby I'm caught up lately, DIstorted wavy Living lies in the holder maybe Forge us mainly, To call us baby My truth feels like your own God you never know, Guide me, Let me know Why she had to go, Why he had to go Why we gotta go, Why we never told Don't know 'bout how heaven is a home I don't know how 'bout heaven is a home I just wanna feel like water how I never was alone Let the streams tell the father how I'm learning how to float Better reach handling my growth Pull up to my vices and I'm never letting go I pull up to my vices and I'm never letting go, Yeah