Alive?-!

Mercy journey down block Wonder why we don't talk Yet still hold the highest regard I'm too afraid to bear heart I See Bottom of Bottle I, Breathe  Smoke through my pothole I  Feel Oh so more lost o As You  Pray to apostles Are we really still alive? Is this really how we thrive? Are we really still alive? Is this really how we thrive? Breath hard asthmatic I cannot fight it As your light dims I fail all the right things  I plan to look away As you waste away I break down and pray Please give us one more day I bake my pain I take my vain I look as they Run and fight campaign In games not played  Are we really still alive? (By creatures layed) Is this really how we thrive? (On Earth, Unearth) Are we really still alive? Is this really how we thrive? Don't know how it got to this? Slang gold all on my wrist  It was your last gift As I void my thrift  I have my drip I water all the plants I grow no seeds advance While you fade way too fast Afraid I just can't dance (How I carry?) Afraid I just can't bounce I (I cannot bury) Feel all things go faster (How I carry?) Please don't call me master (I cannot bury) Now I fear the pastor (I cannot carry) As he say its not last one (I cannot bury) No Oh no  No no