Hard Knocks

Hand me my lighter Somebody hand me my lighter Thank you Ooh come here Ay Ay Ion even know, just know I been high for days Been high for weeks, been high for months Been high for years, when Bunky died Ian drop no tears Just a jit, Ian have no pill Man I just (I began to lose control) I walked in that church Ian know how to feel Everybody crying, I can't Yeah Ian have much, just me and my brother Temper too hot, he need a fan And if nobody got it He'll hop in that water and put on them goggles to see the plan And this shit get hard out here young nigga I know But you gotta just be a man And these bitches ain't shit just know that And these hoes ain't shit just know that And if it ain't one thing you gotta remember A gun don't mean that he on that Lowkey mad a nigga wasn't there when Bunky got hit, damn 30, It's tucked in the door It wouldn't have went down, they wouldn't have got shit I almost got jammed on Arlington Road, damn (And my heart was beating fast) Niggas don't know bout the risks we taking daily But shid this what we chose So what the fuck we complaining for, you hea me? What you know bout camping out Tryna catch you a hat, laying down and yo heart be beating What you know bout peeping out everywhere that you go I'm clutching when cars be creepin Ian going for shit imma Ay Ay Ay I'll take the Picasso, no piss in the hallway Patient, nigga I'm waiting on Shad day I need some peace so I'm listening to Sade Trap PHD, imma Summa Cum Laude I had some niggas that tried to get down They ended up running, they wishing they shot me, ay Shoulda scored put 6 in the endzone It be hard seeing all my old friends gone RIP Josh, your name gon live on Felt like you was here on this song Ay Now that I think about it, really like It wasn't my plan for none of these bitches to end up hating the kid Said what I said and I did what I did, I stood on 10 toes But look Most of these hoes still loving the boy Pole on me, ain't no bumpin' the boy Money talk, I ain't making no noise I ain't fuckin no hoe be on justinlaboy Bitch wasn't for me, I just couldn't see it Pussy too good, this shit getting deeper She in that blender whenever I leave her Honestly ion even like meeting people I be sleep and I be fighting these demons She say I sweat in the night when i'm sleeping Hate that I got me a lot I could lose Really a thief in the night I be creeping Paranoid be in the blinds I be peeping Looking for niggas but swear ion see em And If I had died today, I swear A nigga lil life was decent, ay I was dreaming of a plan, you know what I'm saying I had picked it up, put it down I had picked it up, put it back down Picked it up again Ay, Infinite nigga man