Waiting

I was trapped in a daydream So many things for me to misconstrue And I'm pretty sure that you hate me But all things considered I guess I would too And I couldn't tell by your tone If you really want it laid to rest but I'd spend all night on the phone If it means we put an end to this at last We wasted so much time But I never thought twice I was waiting for you I tried to let my guard down But I couldn't get around All the stupid things you put me through And I'd gladly lay down my arms I just need to know that you would too After all this time We were losing our minds You were waiting for me waiting for you I almost drowned in the mainstream Nothing went according to my plans And I'm doing much better lately But there's still so much that I don't understand like You never wanted to try You just keep digging up the past again and You still blame me for goodbye And we let it run everything since then We wasted so much time But I never thought twice I was waiting for you I tried to let my guard down But I couldn't get around All the stupid things you put me through And I don't know if we were wrong Or if we just gave up way too soon After all this time We were losing our minds You were waiting for me waiting for you I've all but given in to the shadows Whistling up the steps to the gallows I can't pretend That I didn't mean what I said Now I'm so terrified that I'm going crazy I'm so sick of feeling so angry Give me everything that you have Or leave me alone We wasted so much time Yeah I never thought twice I was waiting for you I tried to let my guard down But I couldn't get around All the stupid things you put me through When you had your hand on my heart And I can't help but wonder if you knew After all this time We were losing our minds You were waiting for me waiting for you Waiting for me, waiting for you Waiting for me, waiting for you