Beautiful Pain

Cant forget im reminiscing, we went on them Missions Main thing im still here, an i aint in a prison Some of my niggas been inside, so they aint dodge the sentence My other niggas lost they lives, to the streets i witnessed I Rap facts, we dodge the traps, but we could never rat I told the gang that life aint shit, but they still double back I told my niggas dont neglect it, an they all respect it But they cant see past all the drugs and straps, what comes with that So for me they putting on, they still gone off a top We trench babies it wont stop, they popping out with glocks Im doing everything i can to keep em off the block But they still waring with the cops and mopping up the opps All the hot heads be drilling shit, it turn to hot blocks A kin to me or enemy cant know my soft spots We had dreams of a living large and riding drop tops Lil bro pop up dread locks like ross clottt Where we from they starting young, so they not spose to be sliding But we was far from legal age so we aint even Mind it We aint fear getting arrested, always acting savage We still coulda lost our lives we almost didn't survive it An Mamma had to move us out but it perfect timing Used to love the streets so much aint have no peace of mind then I was crying, but we was safer shit aint cross my mind So used to being in the darkness, couldn't see i was blind then Always thank the man up top, cause we still breathing But i wish the pain would stop, cause we still greaving Missing DK thats my brother, almost got a sleeve did Me and Ace was reminiscing bout the shit we did as kids I remember all those days chillin in the centre then The love deep we can't pretend, we locked it in since we ten An till this day for each other we gone fend, until the end Full of bravery and courage, not gone move off where i stand These niggas never aint gone love you, talking out they ass For the family it get it nuclear, we really blast We cant be civil with our own, so how we finna last Niggas aint even got no future, thinking bout the past Look at it what it do to you You See it in my pupils See Gangstas crying letting pain out man i swear its beautiful Every year you had a birthday, all we had was funerals We celebrated all memorials but thats the usual But really that's unusual Look at the shit we use too All that perks and lean gone end yo world, thats what the juice do It hurts but charge it to the game embrace it now it's beautiful Gotta do that to be sane, i swear this pain is beautiful It's beautiful, swear this pain is beautiful It's beautiful