Silk Flower

Not real, not real, not real I repeat on beat but it don't kill the feel Take a look in the mirror the picture ain't clear God damn it I'm looking for something that ain't there That's classic all that gassing has got my head filled Second guessing every action make me question my skills No compassion for my passion all reactions are just acting Satisfaction is distraction too much and I'm killed Too many voices and I don't know who to listen to I hear them telling me, telling me but I'm so confused My worst enemy, enemy telling me the truth My own enemy, enemy and I always lose I run, I run, I run I run, I run, I run I run, I run, I run I run, I run, I I run I run they're chasing me I run I run they all want me To believe I'm what they all see I run the locusts follow me Not real, not real, not real I repeat on beat but it don't kill the feel Got a plaque with my name but I don't really care Cuz my brain all grey and my pen's not there And my mind's not there man I'm so confused Putting on an act ain't that what I do I'm paranoid try to avoid All of the thoughts cuz it's all noise Wanna write about your feelings? You can't even write about em And you wanna be an artist? Boy, can't even sell an album You don't get it. You don't really got it. Do you copy You nothing but bum who's mediocre at his hobby I wanna grow up but all of my roots are struggling I wanna show up but what if I go and no one's there I wanna listen and believe all the things that I see It don't matter what they preach none of that applies to me I run, I run, I run I run, I run, I run I run, I run, I run I run, I run, I I run I run they're chasing me I run I run they all want me To believe I'm what they all see I run the locusts follow me It seems it seems lies surround me I see grins but I don't believe All speech is just meant to deceive I reach but I don't grab a thing It seems it seems lies surround me I see grins but I don't believe All speech is just meant to deceive I reach but I don't grab a thing