Ruin

I don't wanna' ruin it What did we even have tho' Alright then go thru with it Damn you got me feelin' bad now Forever alone but you are my weakness I don't wanna' ruin What we have Flash back, yeah you started this all Kept my hands to myself you knew how hard I would fall I was hooked on your touch to you I'll never admit Overtaken by the rush I knew you'd never commit I especially hate that I told you all of my hardships at home And you never cared or showed interest when knowing I was alone You hit me with all of the things that I wanted to hear Then you flipped it on me and somehow drew from my fears And I was always the one who would try to stop by And I would sit pretty watching while you got high Why am I giving chances to someone so cold When my DM's are filled with men who wanna propose Feeling all these stomach ties Yeah you give me butterflies Used to take it as a dream But now I see their warning signs And I know where her body lies It's that same place that I woke up Wow you couldn't wait a whole day to… Fuck I don't wanna' ruin this I mean what did we have Then baby let's go through with this Baby now I feel bad Forever alone but you are my weakness I don't wanna' ruin What we have I hate that your my weakness and the needle in the hay bale Exposing your true colors no more living in the grayscale My DMs filled with hate mail from your fans and how they see me When the truth behind the curtains is your way too fuckin' needy Plus you greedy with affection We headed for the bottom Always you against me instead of we against the problem Fuck feelin' like a king you got me feelin' like a soldier With you there ain't an angel there's two devils on your shoulder Say I'm cold but your colder all your tears are snow and rain So do we even have a fucking thing to throw away You were what it took for Superman to go insane Yo I wish they would have told me kryptonite was Lois Lane All our darkest moments always stem from all our best days You used to send emojis now my thread is filled with essays You always actin petty when we play these little chess games But still I'm always playin for that checkmate I don't wanna' ruin it What did we even have tho' Alright then go thru with it Damn you got me feelin' bad now Liza Forever alone but you are my weakness I don't wanna' ruin What we have