Circles

Look in the mirror to see what's inside of me One day was talking to God it was privately Told me you playing for keeps don't you lie to me He said one day you gon' be lit it excited me Asked him if I would be rich he said umm I took it like he just meant to say obviously But what if he really didn't and I just be Thinking about the economy robbing me All of my niggas in poverty no time for modesty Dope or the lottery Go on an odyssey no one to ride with me Slow down the tempo it's getting to high to me I did the most to help my niggas float Now I owe myself an apology whoa In tune with the savior confusing the haters Don't do me no favors and I won't request It all fall apart at least I'll own the mess Let people close to you it pile on the stress I'm smoking while they call a foul or a tech I know that these bitches be childish but yet She try to finesse put her out on the steps I'm walking away like I'm proud of myself She walking away I send her to wonder Guess she need a sponsor and I couldn't help I'm helping myself I guess that I'm beyond her That's on my momma marijuana Smoke in the air I need therapy promise I do my best to be fair to be honest But now I just really don't care I go in your house just to fuck on yo couch And laugh at you mad that my feet on your chair Over and over repeating the cycle We going in circles and we don't know where… We don't know where We going in circles and we don't know where… Yeah I guess that life isn't fair Just nothing that I'm excited to share My mama said protect your night with a prayer My father said he saw the light in the square My sister told me one day I was a square In so many words I was stuck in a cage That shit broke my heart I felt nothing but rage Way beyond puzzled was fucking amazed I told myself that she just stuck in her ways A lifetime of friendship with nothing to save On chapter tearful goodbye I need a new book while she's stuck on the page I guess somehow I still feel love in a way But ran out of words I have nothing to say I put it on mute She's somewhere living her truth Me I had to spit in the booth Put out the message deliver the news Nothing could stop me but me and my mood I'm an emotional wreck I'll give you my all if you show some respect First sign of betrayal I for the neck Try to play right and I go to the left Back to the circles I guess