Suvivor's Guilt

Yeah (What Up B Real) Like a nigga waited so long to get cha Da ************ you want here ain't here I mean the shit cool and all But you know the shit would be way better Da ************ I love was here to celebrate with I know man this shit be up and down like a roller coaster Guess You can't have sun without the rain nigga Before a nigga had something I ain't had nothing Na that bag coming they say I act funny Codeine in my cup it been my substitute I probably need to take a class on drug abuse Get fresh to hide the pain you think it's working Blowing thousands on a chain but was it worth it All the money in the world still on my lonely vibes Kyren told me he be back but been gone awhile Live life to the fullest together Say the same prayer when we ducking bullets together Know I'm still with Lil Dedrick it ain't the same tho Should've jumped in the streets with my fucking raincoat Was supposed to get up in age watch me rock the stage Witness this gangsta shit that make the crowd go crazy Ouu Look what you done to me You let them pussy niggas take you now it's bittersweet Where do we go from here Feeling alone down here Something went wrong with this Case of Survivor's Guilt Feeling bittersweet Tears run down my cheek Trying to find some peace I'm feeling incomplete When I ain't had shit wasn't all this mad shit I'll trade all this if I can have Phat here I deserve to ball nigga I been through it all Nigga You can ask lil Ken I shared shoes shirts & drawers with em Now something totally different I feel like so much missing Wish I can take it all back to grandma kitchen Percocets got me itching but it don't hide the fact It's anxiety on my brain & I got knives in my back & Im so tired You ever seen a gangsta cry What Qweezy did up close Wiping my eyes front row Where do we go from here Feeling alone down here Something went wrong with this Case of Survivor's Guilt Feeling bittersweet Tears run down my cheek Trying to find some peace I'm feeling incomplete