Turmoil

Drowning in turmoil I got inner turmoil (Got inner turmoil) Kept my thoughts foiled Still got inner turmoil (Got inner turmoil) Don't get along with others Maybe 'cause I toiled (Go), hit full throttle I got inner turmoil (Yeah) This foul segment had me butting heads And I built up aggression, now I am involved (I am involved) Panting as I approach I just broke a fall (Broke a fall) Somethings rushing to my head, it's become obsessive (It's obsessive) Balled up my fists, mumbling under my breath Avoiding tension, mouthing words With hesitation haunting each step (Haunting each step) A grim aura developing instead of them barging in (Leave me alone) By any means necessary Proceed and off with their heads, whoa A monster's in me (Yeah) It's been working through me (Yeah) Fumed by condescending fools now lava's penting (Yeah) Fuels are coursing through the canal I finally came to my senses before I drowned The inception, do not interject it (No) Since we're in this together, I'm taking ya with me Dip my toe in the water, I am tempted, have to check it It isn't the wisest method (Nah), but I watch y'all get fed up I been fed so much, I am fully congested (Yeah) Drowning in turmoil Knowing that I'm not bein' spared And with these thoughts foiled Does it look like I'm tryna share? Coil's tied me up in turmoil Hit full throttle I'm in turmoil (Turmoil) Drowning in turmoil Knowing that I'm not bein' spared And with these thoughts foiled Does it look like I'm tryna share? Coil's tied me up in turmoil Hit full throttle I'm in turmoil Left, right, north, south, east, and west (East and west) Coming from all directions, can't reroute inside of this mess Drama's sneaking through the door (Why?) Secrets crawling under skin (What?) Washed-up has-beens in the fold tryna tap into my head (Who?) A collage put together (Dome) Exceed their expectations, they'll be shook that you met 'em (Word) Tethered with print on the letters For better or worse Pursuin' happiness without perks (Huh) If I seem indecent, I'm plottin' and probably schemin' Teed, off a perc' (Teed off a perc') Fought giants since childbirth (Birth), convergin' hunger and thirst (Thirst) Even dysfunctional families stay in the works (Word) I'm gullible to think You brought light to my life 'Cause you only gave me shade A shame you're named after a Bright (Behemoth) Your peers dictated your life (Pain) Looking at me sideways Do I need to be upright? (Nah) Stabbed by a double-edged sword It's a plethora of forlorn, small worlds What's mine is yours, of course Mess with the bull and you'll get the horns (Whoa) Drowning in turmoil Knowing that I'm not bein' spared And with these thoughts foiled Does it look like I'm tryna share? Coil's tied me up in turmoil (Turmoil) Hit full throttle I'm in turmoil (Yeah) Drowning in turmoil Knowing that I'm not bein' spared And with these thoughts foiled Does it look like I'm tryna share? Coil's tied me up in turmoil (Turmoil) Hit full throttle I'm in turmoil I've hit rock bottom and I've peaked; the epitome The boiling point that's starting to get to me Biting with bigger teeth A rival I can't defeat Unleashing my inner-beast, tryna find inner-peace You picking and snick at me I'm sick and tired of the fun and games Gotten down to the wire, somehow, I still remain (How?) My last supplier can't provide the cane (Nah) Been running your mouth, go catch a plane Plain and simple, I'll watch you from the window pane (Pain) Created a diversion, that's not the sole purpose Sold it, now I'm soulless, so this how it's determined Sew back what's deterrent Concerned at the moment, considering the circumstances (Circumstances) Y'all in an intersection with thoughts of the same deception (Same deception) Resort to other options (Yeah) Retorting out of gossip (Yeah) Peel back every layer and whiff up all the toxins (Word) I'm internally filled with tear gas, a walking bugaboo (Rip) And this is a lack-luster cluster you've brought me into (Ahh) Drowning in turmoil I got inner turmoil Kept my thoughts foiled Still got inner turmoil Don't get along with others Maybe 'cause I toiled, hit full throttle I got inner turmoil Love yourself or hate yourself I love myself and hate myself My surroundings made me who I am My surroundings made me who I am I'm in a predicament In a predicament In a predicament And it's unsettling It is unsettling It is unsettling External turmoil's got me agitated Internal turmoil's makin' me frustrated Got plenty issues, got other problems My surroundings made me who I am I hit full throttle I embrace the turmoil