Labyrinth

Found life in decay Jack Torrance in the maze Cold, froze, stuck in place Soul cursed since the day I crawled out of this Earth Blood and dirt on my shirt Never lived, had to learn I was birthed in a hearse Felled remains remain within my wake From what I create to make it through the day If you take away the pain, I ain't the same But this plague betray my mind, eating away Faced with my sorrows, Jason, Crystal Lake Found purpose building up the House of Rage Still falling fast as ink dries on the page Still trapped inside this fucking wretched cage Mental illness took the key, threw it away Aye, aye Still searching for it, siftin through the waste Aye, aye Spiral, Uzumaki inside my brain Aye, aye Seems the darkness always had its hold on me Aye, aye Found solace in it, light ain't make its way Blood in the snow, get washed away by rain I can't ever fold, my back sore from the blades Pull each one out, cut my demons down Still no peace ever found, no harm, no foul Still won't tap out, decompose with the crown Found life in decay Jack Torrance in the maze Cold, froze, stuck in place Soul cursed since the day I crawled out of this Earth Blood and dirt on my shirt Never lived, had to learn I was birthed in a hearse Never felt like I belong My own mind is fucking gone From decay Think my time has come, okay Cut my shit up with a blade Suicide, my final day Took too many drugs I almost dug up my own fucking grave Lay me six feet deep Maybe then I will feel safe You really think you wanna die Just try and live inside my mind The mind that was so fucking blind To all the pain and suffering Surrounded by nothing but sin You know that I keep all the demons within They're held within But I'm so alone Why do I hate myself Well, what the fuck am I to do Yeah, I just need some help I said man, what the fuck am I to do I need some help You know, I guess I'll decay Yeah, away Yeah, away I will decay everyday My life will fucking fade away I will become a memory One you forget so you feel sane But in the end, you're not okay I know you're not okay Found life in decay Jack Torrance in the maze Cold, froze, stuck in place Soul cursed since the day I crawled out of this Earth Blood and dirt on my shirt Never lived, had to learn I was birthed in a hearse