DIVIDE

I can't even cry sometimes I can't even ease my mind away I can't even dream sometimes Life in my eyes been slipping away I'm catching feels in one hand, the other on a stick My amenities pop necks, abilities brick I'm quick to fall in, acquitted and hauling Some pressure we all feel, enough to mention suicide This strain is not the same between you and I We smoke hope but, you'd probably get too high My pedestal pretense, omnipotence be the sky Ain't close but, close enough that I'm starting to feel godlike On the beat the piggies hog mic Supply and demand closer to mob ties Bitch, I'm the man, applaud Dope and saran abroad Copenhagen broads show me the way in Aw fuck, I'm dreaming again, shucks I split the clam, bottoms up, Amen Hope the pearl's as good as it looks Call me if you need a little crook in your nook Shit, Jekyll's calling for some input Time to split the mic into the hook I can't even cry sometimes I can't even ease my mind away I can't even dream sometimes Life in my eyes been slipping away Imagine these flows in a jam Mulberry trees fall but blood is denser than land Boysenberries black but, poison-berries grew to kill man Cut off the one-way, varicose, you'd be screaming dam Yelling, timber, while you stand beside the Dam, was that easier to understand? These beavers circling around like a meteor's bout to land This cleaver's hungry for the taste of meat With the slight of hand, I swing to make you obsolete Damn What's a gun to a god? What's a scam to a fraud? Quite the same as me if I scream Alhamdulillah Pray, Emitofo I sing songs to Buddha Ears hang low from the weight of moolah Now I wobble to and fro, tie the bow with Mulan Pants hang lower, either semi or a 9 I'm just playin I ain't even saying shit Hand the microphone back the mundane bitch See me, better Hyde quick Give a fuck if you breathe fire, I'm here out-Smoking the Bear Give a fuck if you care, I'm honing my craft Bare minimum balancing myself, my health, my welfare Well, fairytales remain dreams Never to be seen where the light shines Since the mirror's closer than it seems Pushing through seams of reality and what I perceive Laminar flow breezes through the air that I breathe I'm not God, I'm not Frank, not Moses, I'm not Nick Not posing I'm just riding the slow motion waves, hoping That I live to see the grand omen When the universe decides to keep her legs open This little Taiwanese boy full of joy is only half of what you see But underneath, he's holding years of unspoken pain Seething through the teeth of what he's saying I hope they pray for me For this pressure is a mean coffin Soon enough I'll pressurise until a diamond blossoms Soon enough I'll realise the taste of death upon my tongue is just the Devil crossing Soon enough I'll have no options Fuck that, I'll double back, murder my second half Live a second life, pray to poltergeists, bleed my lungs dry Fuck the second life, hang myself, then revive until I'm satisfied Run on sentences until the end of time Run on tangents til I run out of lines What the fuck am I alive for? Only answer to the question is to die for Only answer to the question is to die first