Double Takes

Double takes at my face still the same still the same Dumb mistakes I'm to blame still the same still the same Double takes at my face still the same still the same Dumb mistakes I'm to blame still the same still the same Double takes at my face still the same still the same Yeah that's just denial talking suicide I contemplate About every other day but I know I got a mission left to face And I'm finished with that Well I'll try to keep my promises but do you know how hard it is My heart is in catharsis I'm tryna keep a meal in my stomach But I'm just wanting to vomit I'm shaking violently And I'm just wanting to plummet Yeah lates nights brain high but my heart's as low as it gets Oh motherfuckers heard grass? but it gets lower than gravel Hopefully six feet and God will hit that gavel (Lord I hope he does) Lord I hope he does (Lord I hope he does) Double takes at my face still the same still the same Dumb mistakes I'm to blame still the same still the same Double takes at my face still the same still the same Dumb mistakes I'm to blame still the same still the same Double takes at my face still the same still the same Dumb mistakes I'm to blame still the same still the same Double takes at my face still the same still the same Dumb mistakes I'm to blame still the same still the same Look Lost identity is feeling like the end of me The only thing that's stopping me from ending me is bettering The people that took care of me when I thought I was peasantry Back when I really thought that bullet it would set me free In the mirror I disappear look In the mirror I disappear look (I mean I just feel like my intentions are futile in the face of better days So I was like I mean who needs to eat anyways right?) Tell me where that motherfucker at huh? Tell me where that motherfucker at huh? Cause I can't seem to find him Tell me where that motherfucker at huh? Tell me where that motherfucker at huh? Cause I can't seem to find him Tell me where that motherfucker at huh? Tell me where that motherfucker at huh? Cause I can't seem to find him Tell me where that motherfucker at huh? Tell me where that motherfucker at huh? Cause I can't seem to find him Left right left right where that motherfucker at Left right left right where that motherfucker at Tell me where that motherfucker at huh? Tell me where that motherfucker at huh? Cause I can't seem to find him Trust another man to tell me who I am Carve your name in my mother mother fuckin' fuckin' back Drinks being spat bellies going flat double double mask Tell me where this motherfucker at huh? Cause I can't seem to find him Instead of yours for the longest time I've been trying so hard For the longest time I've been trying so hard to be mine Instead of yours For the longest time I've been trying so hard Instead of yours For the longest time I've been trying so hard to be mine 'Stead of yours Instead of yours For the longest time