Lost 2

(Miva, okay kloud!) I been working on myself, I been looking for me People keep on saying shit, don't know the full story Sometimes I feel like dying, but they don't know that side of me Been so long since I cried, I hold tears back and go to sleep I tell myself it's not that deep Don't show my feelings, know that's not something you keep I show them to you, you the one that gets me weak I been healing too, but now I'm ready for the leap I been bearing the pain, they treat me like I'm insane Emotions is driving inside of me, my feelings keep switching them lanes Exterior I been moving happily, inside I'm not feeling the same Only happy place is my sleep, then I hear someone calling my name I been going on and on, everyone saying I'm wrong No matter how much I tell the truth, it's like it don't matter at all Don't got nobody to talk to, my own therapist with my songs My topic of interest is you, how have I been interested for so long? I don't know, like I don't know Guess I am a little crazy, after all Guess I lost reality, like after all Across this bridge I fall so watch where I'm stepping Half of the shit that I did I regret it Half of the shit that I said I regret it But it's too late now so fuck it I said it Look at their love, that shit so aesthetic Not feeling numb, I need more anesthetics Still not enough, I keep feeling the pain See in my words you can't see in my face To everybody's LUV, there's rage I'm the author I'm putting us on the same page I been really out for like seven nights, I'm protected now I got like seven knights Shoutout DC, Donny got hella likes Shot in the air like it's been on hella flights I'm in my bag now I'm heaven like I'm out my head now, I'm feeling right I remember when I didn't think I was shit I was down bad, I ain't see the point of life And now I'm surrounded by all this drama and this fucking strife But I been good cause I still got that one person I think about every night In the long run, I'm still winning this race going to a better life We ascending together, a better height Weight on my shoulders has been so heavy, the shit that we doing is making it- Her heart, I stole that, my attention, she got that Her comfort, I am that, my love for her, she know that Her husband, I'mma be that, my dreams she support that Her wishes, I respect that, our peace we protect that Just a little setback, get past it we gone be right back I can't accept that, why the fuck don't you think we gone last Fuck what they saying, they don't know our present or past No matter what we gone be the best Secure like a lock so I don't stress Yeah, W times three If you want her, then come and try to get rid of me Don't fuck with Chanel I only like that double D Took something that was broke and turned it straight to a masterpiece I been really out for like seven nights, I'm protected now I got like seven knights Shoutout DC, Donny got hella likes Shot in the air like it's been on hella flights I'm in my bag now I'm heaven like I'm out my head now, I'm feeling right I remember when I didn't think I was shit, I was down bad, I ain't see the point of life And now I'm surrounded by all this drama and this fucking strife But I been good cause I still got that one person I think about every night In the long run, I'm still winning this race going to a better life We ascending together, a better height Weight on my shoulders has been so heavy, the shit that we doing is making it very light I wanna give my all to you Now I'm wanting something a little more At first I was cool with a friend too We at a place further than before We beat the shit that we both been through We opened up a new door But I'm just still lost in you I'm so lost in you baby I'm lost in you Are you lost in me too...