Heavy Heart

Did it make you feel you better when you did me wrong? That shit was hurting me to know that we ain't get along Whole time you had it planned, I was just a pawn Know I said I wouldn't but you in another song I know I made some bad mistakes but we had reconciled Was still unhappy but I loved you so I stayed around I know that misery loves company, you stayed a while Not in periphery, yo vision got a tunnel now But I ain't tripping cause my vision on the same path I learned my lesson, just like you we in the same class How we put two and two together, this the same math You said you loved me but you left me, can't explain that I'm hardly rapping, I'm just venting while I'm stating facts Our call of duty was to love each other strings attached But you cut em, it was terminal, my favorite map Left me to die, can't fight the feeling that I'm all alone My granny calling me concerned I tell her nothing wrong She fighting cancer, couldn't tell her, cause she being strong Gun to my head, like pull the trigger, I ain't coming home My thoughts get tangled with depression, think I need a comb It's gotta be another way, let me pick up my phone I unlock it and type Drake beat in my Google chrome Who knew I would speak my thoughts into a microphone I started rapping for my health, I felt depression in bones I was sad, I was low I was practically prone Now I'm Jazzy, I see more dimes than Karl Malone I feel like Stockton cause you taught me how me to pass up everything that you sold Still can't forgive you for the lies and everything that you told Thought you was my other half, but look at how it unfold Still imprisoned by some trauma, but I swear I won't fold I served my sentence but I'm healing, guess I'm out on parole Now I can't a trust a bitch, I'm only seeing what her mind like Told her that my heart cold, baby this a Klondike Even though my scars old, gotta get my mind right I'm gone see you down the road, maybe when the time right But I know that it's never cause I can't mess with you ever Reminiscing on times when I ain't know better You bitches had me out here writing love letters Had me staying in the crib, like I was on tether I had to cut you rats off, they calling me the new shredder Now even if it's hot outside, I bet I won't sweat her She hear me rapping now, she text me like you think you so clever Ain't no jokes in my rhymes, bitch I ain't Heath Ledger I can't forget them dark nights Can't fold under pressure I owe it to myself and all my fam, so watch this fire ignite Flow a piece of history, every time that I write Now they rapping all my songs, I can hear em recite How they keep going back to one feel like Brian McKnight Flow is undeniable, feel like Brian McKnight Coach E really bout to bubble, got em calling me Sprite I spit these bars like they bullets, I got the world in my hands, just from how quick I Reload, that's how you know that it's slight