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I can only see it from the rear view Pull me out the dark when i come near you I felt this way before To you it's just some taboo You see my face? It took a lot to get up out the blue I found my soul get ripped to shreds so i just withdrew I disappeared Things got real when i turned twenty two I lost some friends and faced some issues that were overdue That's the costs of being numb Look what it came to I can't assume what this life is But i know that it is priceless To ease my pain, you need to sit and let it digest Or else you're walking on some zombie shit You're mindless Got to get back up Baby i don't want to want to lose what it once was And you know now I really saw a lot when i was going down At least i got a little bit of hope now I just don't care how you might receive it So many days of bleeding Never thought i'd have that feeling Lost in the meaning Im going through motions All these emotions I'm not feeling right Where did the time go? This rock bottom This a different time zone I've been feeling numb and i don't even cry No I keep getting high to ease my fucking mind though I will kick it with the ghost behind my back, it revolves around my past I've been trapped inside of that Woah I'm not sugarcoating crap I'm just trying to face the facts You've made me feel like an asshole Where did all the time go? Getting high to ease my fucking mind though