Ventilation

Yea Lokey Pain Feel my pain so much pain Yea yea Haha So... much... pain Ventilation As youngin used to run away from home I ain't have no where to sleep and I ain't have no where to go Well I did though But it ain't simple I was taught to do it by myself as a kid though Momma didn't have a education so she worked hard And daddy workin over time he never had no time off Thinking if I leave could I ever make it on my own If I ever leave will they ever try to call my phone I remember days when they used to tell me leave dem lone Now I'm 24 let me tell you how the story go I was only 14 when I had my first kid Going through a phase had me feeling like a grown man Then I had to get a job and try to be my own man But that didn't work out cause I ain't wanna do dat Dropped out at ninth grade for tryna be a cool cat Had to take a different route I bet you didn't knew that I carry myself different but let me get back to facts Ima talk about my life and ima go tit for tat I've been over stepping boundaries doing this and that I've been taking shit light but now I got the punch a pack Running through field like my name is Forrest that's a fact I'll be in the field kinda moving like a runner back When I was just a teen I had to use that fuckin strap Man that really changed my life forever I can't get that back Fast forward to 23 when my momma took her life Man that left me traumatized now I ain't thinking right What am I supposed to do when I can't sleep at night Feeling so much pain thinking should I go and take my life But I can't cause I got these kids and they need me I've taken on a lot I need to take it easy My flow too sick got the engineer wheezing So before I bless you just let me get to sneezing Got the studio hot but my bars still freezing I wrote this song mad but I'm recording it cheesing Cause I know I'm gon make it for my kids I ain't never gone stop Dream chasing for my kids If there's opportunities I'll take it for my kids I mean I need a deal somebody sign me in this bitch A 360 deal or whatever to get rich Cause I ain't gon stop I got a passion for this shit Right now I'm kinda broke I put my bag into this shit just so I can get a chance to do some damage in this bitch Need them to hear my voice Before I panic in this bitch Got me feeling paranoid I got the hammer in this bitch I'm gone.